Had a rough day today...

Cried badly throughout the day in front of so many people then cried in front of my mother at home who also started crying seeing me cry. Feeling betrayed by the people I trusted and seeing my hopes getting crushed slowly, it was unexpected bcoz I was happy when I left home in the morning. Some days are just too rough, today was one of them.

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WHO DID THIS TO U

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Time heals all wounds, give yourself time! It's better to cry than to torment yourself by holding everything in

I'm having terrible headache after today's fiasco. I cried in front of the people who were probably happy seeing me weak and insecure. I should have acted strong that I'm willing to fight against them and that they'll have to pay for their wrongdoings. Instead I boosted their morale that I won't be able to do anything against them.

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I am indignant for you at the betrayal. WTF.

I didn't even know about it when my father passed away. They told me that I legally deserve this and gave me and my mother hope. They were kind back then, now 2 years have passed and their intentions changed. They took bribe from someone else to give him that government job.

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I'm so mad for you, I can't even imagine how I'd react in that situation. I really hope you'll be able to do something to get them the punishment they deserve or at least take back what's rightfully yours

Indian judicial system takes lifetime or even more to finish one case. If I go to court, which I'm planning to, it'll take forever for me to give them any kind of punishment.

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Instead of saying platitudes, I'll say this.

Take this, learn from it and prove them wrong.

Even if it takes you 50 years, come back better from it.

You said you have been training for that gov job?

Go get another job that shares some of those skills you learned.

I hope so, I'll work hard on my own to get a better job.