Well... sometimes when I look into the mirror, I see a beautiful person, other times not.
I sometimes have looked at my flaws, like pimples and stuff. I know that pimples are stuff that can go away if you eat stuff that aren't greasy and stuff.
I also have kinda bushy eyebrows and don't know how to make them look neat.
I feel like I'm prettier when I wear makeup. Even though I'm not that great of a makeup artist.
Whenever I take selfies, I don't think I always look that good.
I prefer how I look in the mirror kinda.
I have kinda felt like I'm not that attractive or at least not the kind of person that people crush on.
Like I don't feel like guys have looked at me and been thinking "Wow, I wish I was her boyfriend"
But I have sometimes had the random thoughts about becoming a model or being in a beauty pageant.
Which I guess shows how I'm not that insecure about my appearance.
I think I have been insecure about other things rather than my appearance.
Like when I went to college, I was insecure about my intelligence and felt like I wasn't good enough.