I am gonna rant

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    bruh I cant rant on any other place cause irls everywhere lol


    so I am gonna do it here, dont mind me


    bruh I am so tired


    fuck covid

    fuck my university

    fuck coding

    and fuck periods


    I have my second round of selection for a great job at paypal tomorrow and the competition is so huge smh I have like 0 hopes.. I dont even enjoy this anymore..


    I wish I could skip 2-3 years of my life and just go on to study something which I actually like..

    I feel like all my 4 years at engineering amount to nothing cause I feel sick of this field now.. I don't feel like being a software developer anymore but its too late lol


    I need some time to understand what i really want.. but I also need to get a good job cause of expectations...


    smh everything sucks I hope things get better soon

    It's not too late! It's never too late!

    If you don't feel like doing this, try something else now! It's better to change your field now than in 5 years, it will be even harder at that time. But it's never too late. Life is not a competition and it's not about who comes at what point first. The sooner you realize this, the sooner you start to enjoy it more. Good job doesn't mean a lot if it doesn't make you happy. Live your life for yourself and not for others. I understand that the expecations must be big, but you don't have to do everything great from the start, you can rise slow and steady.


    I wish all well for you <3

    Quote from keaji

    It's not too late! It's never too late!

    If you don't feel like doing this, try something else now! It's better to change your field now than in 5 years, it will be even harder at that time. But it's never too late. Life is not a competition and it's not about who comes at what point first. The sooner you realize this, the sooner you start to enjoy it more. Good job doesn't mean a lot if it doesn't make you happy. Live your life for yourself and not for others. I understand that the expecations must be big, but you don't have to do everything great from the start, you can rise slow and steady.


    I wish all well for you <3

    I have invested too much time and expenses on this degree to leave it now before a few months of graduation, and I have decided to not take my parent's help for my masters..


    so I have no other option than working for a few years till I can save enough for a good masters I guess..


    but thanks lub <3

    Quote from Kaikat

    I have invested too much time and expenses on this degree to leave it now before a few months of graduation, and I have decided to not take my parent's help for my masters..


    so I have no other option than working for a few years till I can save enough for a good masters I guess..


    but thanks lub <3

    Of course, don't give up before graduation! But afterwards try figuring out what is it that makes you happy,

    makes you excited and what you are passionate about.

    I think that's a good plan, to work for a couple of years and then take a new plan, it'll all be good <3

    Quote from keaji

    Of course, don't give up before graduation! But afterwards try figuring out what is it that makes you happy,

    makes you excited and what you are passionate about.

    I think that's a good plan, to work for a couple of years and then take a new plan, it'll all be good <3

    thanks keaji <3


    yeah I hope things go as I planned.. this year will be stressful but I hope its worth it :pepelove1:

    Quote from bea-valentina

    I'm really curious. What's it like being an engineer/software developer?? It sounds complicated but by your comment, I feel like coding is the main thing you do in that field... which also sounds complicated to me lol

    well there are different fields in software engineering too but yeah Coding is one thing you need to be good at.. most jobs look for coders only..


    And well yeah, one should only do programming if they have like a lot of passion in it.. when I entered university I enjoyed it a little but now its nothing but a huge headache to me..

    It can be tough, especially competitive coding..

    Quote from Kaikat

    thanks keaji <3


    yeah I hope things go as I planned.. this year will be stressful but I hope its worth it :pepelove1:

    Btw I'm not trying to be a smartass, I'm just speaking from experiences, I made some bad decisions, was indecisive on one way and wasn't persistent enough on the other way, so I'm still trying to figure things out. I feel like that never stops, at least for people like me haha


    It will be worth it! And I wish you all the best! But try not to let the stress get to you

    Quote from Kaikat

    tbh thats what I am trying to do actually.. but its tougher than I imagined..


    I keep getting a lot of anxiety and headaches these days so its hard to get through .. T_T

    I don't know how it is for u but most people like me never find something they like to do for a job. Most people don't enjoy it but we do it anyway. Adult life is boring and i hope u get ready for it.

    If it's any help, I had an existential crisis during my engineering studies too and I started wondering whether I really wanted to do this and resenting it.


    Now I have been an engineer for several years and I absolutely love my job.

    So since you only have a few months left to graduate, I strongly advise you to persevere and not give up on years of hard work. Give this field another chance in real professional life and you'll hopefully have other chances to consider your options and try your hand at something else.


    Good luck :pepelove1:

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