Essentially worrying that if you put on that certain outfit or makeup, you attract alot of attention that you won't want.
Like cat calls, people following you or just keep trying to talk to you?
I sometimes do that.
Certain outfits and colors that I enjoy wearing really put me in spotlight. Everytime I wear them, I will end up getting too much unwanted attention that I end up regretting it.
Sometimes I wanna wear those things to make myself happy, but if I step outside of house with them, people will make me feel unsafe and it becomes a negative and exhausting experience.
Recently I wore one of those outfits to go see my friends but before leaving the house, I got filled with tons of anxiety and I ended up switching the outfit. I really wanted to bawl my eyes out.