1. "I even quit ----- that I used to like a lot, just for you" - OUTRO: HER
FULL VERSE
Maybe I’m your truth and lie
Maybe your love and hatred
Maybe I’m your enemy and friend,
your heaven and hell, sometimes pride and embarrassment
I can never take off the mask
because behind the mask I’m not that guy you know
Today, too, make up to wake up
and dress up to mask on
to become myself that you love
To become that guy that you love
I even quit XX that I used to like a lot
Just for you
I put on clothes that I hate and make-up that is excessive
Your smile and happiness are what determine my happiness
Does someone like me deserve to be loved by you?
I always try to be the best for you
I hope you don’t know this side of me
2. "With drowsy eyes, you asked me if I wanted to try ... I got infuriated and cursed at you" - DEAR MY FRIEND
PART OF HIS VERSE
The trip to Seoul Detention Center that I went every week
A long, three-hour-long round trip, I went on by myself
Your trial day, your release day
I remember vividly the white tofu on a winter day with a lot of snow falling
And, when I saw first time in a while, you had become a completely different person
With drowsy eyes, you asked if I wanted to try *
I got infuriated and cursed at you
There was no way to bring you, who was my only friend, back, and you became a monster
There’s no you that I used to know, there’s no me who used to know you
I know that it’s not just because of the time that we’ve changed
There’s no me that you used to know, there’s no you who I used to know
It’s not because of the time that we’ve changed, it’s all so transient
3. "The doctor asked 'have you ever ...?'" - THE LAST
PART OF HIS VERSE
On my first visit to a psychiatrist, my parents came to Seoul and had a consultation with me
My parents said they didn’t know me well
I don’t know myself well either. Then who would know? (Who knows?)
Friend? If not, you? Nobody knows me well
The doctor asked me (Have you ever -beep-)
Without hesitation, I answered that I have
