Especially your loved ones. In the moment you are angry and mean it but after the feeling calms down u feel horrible. I thought about this one time towards my family memenebr and to this day I always cry when I think about it.
Have you guys ever felt bad for wishing death on somebody?
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Nah if I ever say it then I'm going to mean it.
I never say it out loud. I just think it and then it haunts me for the rest of my life.
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Yeah I did once, I regretted it, they did something worst to me and cuz I was so mad I said those words not saying they deserve it but they were my friend once so it still hurt me saying those things.
But I learned to forgive myself...I realized I am only going to be as good as the people Im surround myself with so I learned to let go of the friendship cuz of the toxicity.
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yeah
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I've never wished death on someone seriously especially family tbh (besides convicted serial pedophiles and rapists) I think if I were to I'd probably mean it as they would have to do the most desipicable things.
I struggled with various abuse growing up but I always internalised my hurt and turned it on myself rather then others, so wishing death was never a thing for me more so I'd just block them out and push ahead to not make anything worse really.
Although I tend to say things like 'maybe your mother should of swallowed' or 'I'm guessing you were an accident or abortion wasn't on the cards' if I meet someone horrible.
Which can be quite hurtful I suppose.
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I have said it when I was younger, but they know I didn't mean it
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yes
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not that I remember
having a dysfunctional memory is a blessing sometimes.
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