I had to sit through 7 daily hours of random music i couldn't care less about at work and then go home and have my family put the TV from 7 pm till midnight, which is literally from the moment they get home until they go to sleep, and it drives me insane.
It doesn't matter to them that i complain about it every single day
they make all this noise all day long and they only stop when its midnight and i have a damn headache and I CAN'T DO ANY SINGLE THING AT ALL AT THAT POINT EXCEPT GOING TO SLEEP SO I CAN EXPERIENCE THE RAGE INDUNCING SOUND THEIR DAMN SONGS AND TV ARE GONNA PRODUCE ON ME THE NEXT DAY
IM GOING ALL CAPS CAUSE I WANT TO KILL THEM AND THE TELEVISION AND THE SPEAKERS ON THE COMPUTERS AND I CAN'T REALLY DIRECT MY RAGE AT ANYTHING THAT IS GONNA GET ME IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW
BUT FOR GODSAKE I CAN'T HANDLE THIS TORTURE
I CAN'T HANDLE THE ENDLESS HOURS OF MINDLESS NUMBING NOISE THAT I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER
I JUST WANT TO BE IN SILENCE
I LITERALLY JUST NEED SILENCE IN MY LIFE I JUST WANT TO READ AND TO LISTEN TO MY OWN THOUGHTS AND LISTEN TO THE MUSIC I LIKE ON MY HEADPHONES WITHOUT BEING CONSTANTLY FORCED TO LISTEN TO WHATEVER OTHER PEOPLE WANNA LISTEN TO
I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY THEY HAVE MUSIC SO LOUD IN AN OFFICE WHEN THE JOB IMPLIES PRETTY COMPLEX THOUGHT AND STRESSFUL SITUATIONS THAT REQUIRE CONCENTRATION WHO THE HELL CAN CONCENTRATE LIKE THAT I WOULD ENJOY WORK SO MUCH MORE IF I COULD JUST DO IT IN SILENCE AND NOT WHILE LISTENING TO LIKE REAGATTON
WHEN WILL THIS TORTURE END