So I Found Out Today My Crush Likes Someone Else

For those who had no idea what is going on, read this thread: Your First Love?

So literally maybe a week or so after that thread I went to school in-person for the last day of school. And I saw him, and all that effort of getting over him was gone and I was head over heels for him again.

And then I went into 8th grade(the grade I am in now) and yeah, I tried to get over him but didn't work. So in the beginning I told my friends I had a crush on him.

And then told them I got over him(even though I didn't) and yeah. Today we were eating lunch and my friend was talking to another friend of mine how my crush was in backstage crew for the play.

I was shocked because I got into crew but I didn't know my crush was in it. And then I asked if she said he was in crew, she said yes and asked if I still had a crush on him. I immediatly responded NO! and then she told me he likes someone else and I said I don't care(even though I did, I know I have great acting skills).

So yeah, I am heartbroken, and sad. I always knew that he didn't like me, I mean he probably doesn't even know me, but I didn't think he would like someone else. I guess it's the universe telling me to get over him, except I can't, no matter how hard I try. I even tried to like some other guys but I always go back to him for some reason.

Well I guess I am back to listening to my trying to get over my crush playlist on loop, but now I have a new addition to my trying to get over my crush playlist other than Fake Love and Kill This Love! Love foolish by Twice! So I guess something changed lol.

Signed, a heartbroken former maknae of akp

Everyone, fake love just came up on my normal playlist lol.

Quote from FeLiNa

do you use spotify? i wanna make a playlist for you

yes I do.

Quote from Pikachu-Senpai

Ugh I am sorry! That is always the worst feeling but think of it as the world protecting you! Maybe the world knows you are better than your crush and will get something even more better! So wait young maknae your good love will come!

well my good love can't really come since I am going to get an arranged marriage so yeah. But how knows, maybe the boys next year in high school are very crush-worthy?

Quote from bangtan-chan

Guys suck bestie.

Thats why u should be solo, like me!

solo? OMG solo, that's a great addition to my trying to get over my crush playlist!

Why didn't I think of that earlier?

Quote from unbannBLACPINK

8th grade?

Dude go tell him regardless

No one cares about true love in 8th grade, he might change his mind in a week

tell him? That would be disastrous, he would tell his friend, who is kind of my frenemy and is friends with my friend that told me he likes someone else.

And I can't tell him anonymously, cause I don't even know where his locker is

Quote from selfmate

there's always more freaky fish in the sea???

you miss all the shots you don't take

'tis better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all

thanks for the inspirational quotes

Quote from selfmate

it sounded sarcastic for some reason lol

but I'll take it!!!

it wasn't sarcastic lol.