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I've seen clips from her live and although it doesn't fix what she did, she seemed sincerely apologetic and also really not in the right mind. She was falling apart and kept apologizing and said that so many people told her she should kill herself that she started considering it for real. Then when she finally calmed down a little, somebody wrote that the world would be a better place without her or something along those lines and she broke down again.
I get how it would seem like she was throwing herself a pity party for sympathy and maybe to an extent she did (I side eyed her when she said that she was upset by articles stating that she could've killed somebody - sis, you could've, and the articles are not what you should've been upset about, the fact that you could've harmed somebody is what you should've been upset about) but throwing more hate at somebody who is falling apart solves nothing.
I wonder where people in her life were at the time. She shouldn't have done that live to begin with.