Do you ever thought of violence?

Quote from briarlee

Sorry I know I shouldn't be saying stuff like that on here

Oh, it's okay

why just today I almost yeeted my work computer because opera decided to crash for the entirety of the Raddison franchise, as I was about to clock out so I had to stay over an hour later to help check in the tour bus of menenites that didn't have valid id's lol.

I also thought about a cleansing fire.

whenever i want to hurt someone i just pinch myself

Yeah, i'm curious about how it feels to hit someone with something hard

Internally growing up yes all the time... But weird part is, it never happened because I was angry at anything or anyone, it randomly just happened in my head alot. Seeing low level violence weirdly has a calming yet excitable fun effect on me. I've always been a seen as little weird for it which makes complete sense.

I don't get angry much if at all I'm quite patient, and I only hit back to defend myself, but I perfer not to ever be in violent situations... Cause they are hard for me to switch off, so I have no idea if I'll end up murdering someone in self defense.

Plus I'm Good with shutting comfrotations down with words.

maybe when playing soccer or such

but that's not violence violence

with intention to hurt someone, no

unless it comes down to desperate measures when natural aggression takes over, I will think a million times before hitting someone and end up not doing