If you found out that you are gonna

hmm...

Thats a difficult question

I would try to take some med to forget it so I would live normally but before I would let a note for me saying that it is better to make things right with some people in my life not that I have enemies I just need to do better

Well I would certainly hope not as I'm still a healthy specimen but if something untoward happened, I would want to spend as much time with my daughter as possible and make it as precious as I can.

family and friends

No more work, go some places I really want to go, spend time with family and friends.