I think she has been giving us little hints her entire career about how she feels, but we didn't listen. Up first we have her cover of My Prerogative (of all the songs she could have chosen to cover, what an interesting choice)
They say I'm crazy, I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say Im nasty, but I don't give a damn
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
It's the way that I want to live
Next we have Overprotected and she couldn't be more subtle
I need time, love, joy
I need space
I need me
Say hello to the girl that I am
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected
There must be another way
'Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say what a girl is to do?
God, I need some answers
What am I to do with my life?
(You will find it out, don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just gotta do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be someone else but me
Then there's Lucky and this one is sad because it was one of her very first songs. She's been feeling this way for a long time
She's So lucky
She's a star, but she cries cries cries in her lonely heart thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life than why do these tears come at night.
Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman. A coming of age song where she wanted freedom, asked for it, but sadly never got it
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
It's time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen so much more than you know now
So don't tell me to shut my eyes
Stronger of course
Hush, just stop
There's nothing you can do or say, baby
I've had enough
I'm not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I'm
Stronger than yesterday
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I, I'm stronger
Then I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn't really care 'bout me
You might think that I can't take it, but you're wrong
Finally there's Slave 4 U
I know I may be young
But I've got feelings too
And I need to do
What I feel like doing
So let me go and just listen
All you people look at me like I'm a little girl
Well did you ever think it'd be okay
For me to step into in this world
Always saying little girl don't step into the club
Well I'm just tryin' to find out why
'Cause dancing's what I love
Like 99% of pop songs are about love or lost love. So the fact that there's a theme of begging for freedom among her songs that aren't about love is very telling.
#FreeBritney