i’m not sure whether any of you even remember me but i used to be pretty active on the old forum around last year. so basically up until a few months ago, kpop was the biggest part of my life and because of that some shit happened. naturally.
i failed second year of med school because i wouldn’t stop obsessing over yeonjun’s cowboy hair and we lost the summer— the superior minisode track wbk. so it was time for this obsession to take a backseat. i was lit rally going to be a doctor in a few years not a kpop expert. i said goodbye to my faves (txt <3, bts and a few groups here and there) and yeeted myself out of the kpop universe
the first three months were great. i barely knew what my guys were up to and that was good. started playing pubg which turned out to be a worse thing to get obsessed with but that’s a story for another day. anyway the problem is that i’ve started checking out on groups that i would anti and it’s just so weird now... like from not giving blackpink a single view bc of the silly fan wars between bts and blackpink to now streaming their songs pretty frequently... gosh i hated exo and now i’m fucking in love with everything about them.. d.o and call me baby>>>>> what has this come to.
i’ve completely unstanned bts which is great because i got into the kpop rabbit hole because of them!!!!! i’m holding them accountable. sorry guys i loved u for three years and i wasn’t left with more to give
in conclusion i supposedly leave kpop for a few months and suddenly start actively interacting with the groups i used to hate on?????? please give me great advice on how to flush this kpop bug out of my system. my repeat exams are in a month and i CANNOT afford to fail... send help juseyo