I want to know where the title ‘Jack In The Box’ came from.
It occurred to me that the music j-hope has been doing may be stuck in a box. Then BTS performed in a stadium, spoke at UN General Assembly, got to stand on a huge stage for Grammy Award, then to the White House…Many feelings were built up through those experiences and finally were taken out of the box. The very concept of ‘Jack In The Box’ is the one I’ve been discussing with Bang PD long before my debut. Well, I have ‘hope’ in my name. We talked about how I would be a lasting ‘hope’ of BTS, and jump out as to surprise the world.
Why would you think that the past has been ‘inside of the box’? I know it is a metaphor but why?
There was some immature part of my music in the past, naturally. The immaturity has its own vibe and I do not want to deny those times. However, I wanted to bring out the darker, somewhat serious, and agonizing self, apart from the bright side that people are used to. People see me as always upbeat and full of energy but the moment I stepped inside home, I am literally, knocked out. That makes me wonder, which one is truly myself. I figured that I do come on both sides and decided to open the box and show a little more of me.
Tracing what BTS has achieved over the years, it seems like you have taken around the planet. Sometimes you were grateful, and sometimes you were overwhelmed. Then the voice inside you gives you the answer; ‘Thirsty!’, ‘I Want Some More!’ and ‘Right, I am the one who lit the fire’.
Right. I want to do more and I want to look cooler. I have this idea ‘When the light is out, I will be the one who lights the fire again.’ Working on this album made sure that I am the person who needs work. I mean, working on something sets my heart beating. Even though I’m sleep-deprived, tired, and hectic, taking a rest could not help me. I wrote the song for the album during the Pandemic. It was ‘leisurely’, compared to the past, so I could realize it for sure. Time passes by and life goes on, so I could not stand myself. ‘Even though it’s immature ambition, I need to do something’, I thought.
You are a creator and a performer. The pandemic has changed the ‘contact point’, your settings, and your stage.
The audience and their artists communicate through performances. We need to give and take, and share each other’s energy. If it’s not a face-to-face performance, it was not enough for me, and us.
So, being a BTS member, you have more stories to tell and the Pandemic definitely has some effect on the album.
I started working on the album after the Pandemic, maybe in 2020. I had to halt the individual project because BTS has things to do. I got down to working on the album at the end of the last year. It was after the concert in LA, around the time when I could take days off and the pandemic situation was getting better. I worked like mad for about a month and a half. It is really hard to concentrate fully on something usually, because of the schedule. I knew that the minute I thought ‘I gotta do this’, I needed to do it or the chance will be blown away. So I never left the studio.
<Hope World> is a mixtape you released in 2018 on SoundCloud. It literally is your debut mixtape with your name on it. I believe it was a great experience before the solo. Did you have any lessons learned from it?
Wow, I learned too much actually. I listened to all the songs I wrote before working on the solo. ‘1 Verse’ from 2015, songs from the mixtape from 2018, and ‘Chicken Noodle Soup’ in 2019… I wanted to showcase my moves and the chill vibes from LA. And the mixtape displays the vibes that are only possible at that time. But I could not tell whether they have a theme or a uniformity. I wanted to do lots of things, this and that. ‘What did I really want to do back then?’ ‘The next album needs to have some kind of unity’, I thought. If you listened to RM’s mixtape, you can tell his has unity. Also, there’s something in Agust D, Suga’s mixtape.
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There is a time you want to boast the variety and there is a time when you need to focus on your strength.
I listened to other members’ mix tapes and mine and was inspired and I could clear my head. The members are my biggest motivation. Actually, RM is the first one I played my album to.
Oh my. What was his reaction?
I took him by surprise. He said, ‘Hobi I didn’t know you would do this genre of music.’ He noticed that I tried something different and add some uniformity to the album.
In a recent interview with Weverse Magazine, you highlighted the importance of keeping the record. It may as well be unsatisfying, unveiling the mixtape is also your record to keep. The memos and albums will do so.
It really does. You know, I opened Pandora’s box myself a few days ago. I found my old phone. I went through all the pictures I took in Hawaii and they’re just… (laugh) But it made my heart melt a bit. The record has its purposes and meanings.
In the interview from last year, you talked about slumps and dilemmas. Were those about the ‘Do I go for it, or do I need to take a break here?’, the emotional theme of the solo?
Um… I had a meltdown around that time. I played a few works for my solo album to the producers I know. And their reaction was not what I expected. But you know what’s funny though? I got more creative doing a fresh start. I erased them all, and it just cleared my mind. I do not avoid challenges and slumps. I am the kind of person who encounters and overcomes it. Like, ‘Let’s just do it’. <Jack In The Box> actually walks through the journey.
What do you think is your best characteristic?
Embracing. I know I can be embracing. I believe my parents played a huge role in this. I know how to accept. I like to listen rather than speak. If someone is to pour out their emotions on me, I can sit there and listen to them. Whatever reaction and feedback you have on me, I would take it as an opportunity to grow and advance. And more, I am really good at reading people’s minds (giggle). So it puts me in a good position as a middle man in the group.
Your first encounter with music is through dancing. Your ability to embrace might have held a critical role when you overcome to learn rap, compose, and write lyrics.
Oh, I believe I would ‘enjoy’ them instead of ‘overcome’ them when it comes to those kinds of tasks. ‘A dancer boy from Gwangju’ is my foundation. From that, I pulled it off one by one, thinking, ‘Okay, this is my first time. So what? Let’s just give it a try.’ When I accomplished one, ‘Oh, this is how it turns out. Fun!’. I need to take an interest first to do something.
I guess the music you played to dance played a huge role in shaping your universe. What kind of music did you listen to?
When I was younger, definitely boom-bap. Old school and New Jack Swing as well. I danced locking to funk music, James Brown, you know. And Wu-Tang Clan, of course. Actually, ‘What If…’ from this album is the one I sampled ‘Shimmy Shimmy Ya’. Those times I danced to the music naturally built my foundation, I guess. In that sense, the album reflects my ‘identity’.
Can we really turn our heads away from the trend? Did you ever think about adding a bit of what’s in the pop market?
No. If I thought about the trend even a bit, it changed the album upside down. I hear House music a lot these days, like the one you might hear in a club. Getting on a chart was never an option for me from the start, it was just about being me, doing what I want to do.
What about Lollapalooza? It’s a music festival in Chicago in July. It will be a big stage to stand alone, the biggest challenge.
I can say it with one word. Lollapalooza is a challenge, a challenge! How can I stay calm? I am working hard and have this huge respect for all the solo artists (clapping). It’s not easy to perform several songs live in a row. I feel the absence of the members, I miss them.
What do you know about Lollapalooza?
Chicago’s iconic music festival. My favorite artists have been on the stage. I’ve seen Tyler, the Creator’s performance once and it was awesome.
With your solo album release and a festival solo performance before you, does your desire tell you ‘I want to be recognized’?
I know I have goals and ambition, but it’s rather close to ‘I want people to know that I exist here’. That is the reason I planned the listening party and joined Lollapalooza. Those are huge events that make me wonder if I can do this. You know I can just call people I know and perform. But the music festival is the place where I can get a sober assessment of the audience. They will jump and dance if I am any good. If I suck, they will not react. I really need to be on the stage alone.
What would you do if your solo album is not well-received?
Oh, that’s my burden to take. I would ask myself, was I too arrogant? Did I just do what I like? And learn my lesson.
You cannot imagine how excited and happy you looked through the whole interview. I want to ask you about your dream, but right now you have a box to open and jump out of, right? (laugh)
Yeah, I am one step away from my dream, ‘Focus on what you’re doing right now’. This is my dream now. I wonder if there would be another time in life that is this important.
What do you need, to keep your fire alive, or to light it bigger?
I need people to listen to my music and follow my trails. And, a sane mentality.