everytime i fall in love, obsession or whatever is it, i lose my ability to be rational
I would keep tolerating with someone altho they are nasty etc. Ppl keep saying that i should just kick them away yet i can't do it since i get so attached
At same time, i wouldn't date them when they aren't anything close to my ideal type even if i end up commits suicide, cry to death or cut myself. This kind of stupid cycle will last for like 4 years everytime. I am so jelly that other people could just move on easily
But at the end of the day, i feel great for not dating anyone -love is just a useless feeling if it doesn't serve any benefits
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