So I partly feel ironic posting this, I know (if I can figure out how to at least to delete this post).
I am always giving people advice and for assuring them not to feel bad about leaving fandoms, or groups as its just a natural thing and they always thank me after but now I feel kind've ironic?.
I moved everything from jpop/kpop to my account I use on YouTube to post Vlive's, so I don't have kpop/ any of that content on my main youtube account as I have chosen to start fresh this year. (On YouTube you can delete your subscriptions and history without deleting your gmail, so that's what I did).
It's just this break from it seems a lot different then before, a while ago after I lost BAP + TRCNG, I took a break away from it to focus on my mental health and school. I had to complete 4 grades to graduate since my grades were severely impacted by it. This time it's different.
Many idols I follow on SoundCloud and in the past (IG & Twitter, I deleted it but took screenshots) have reacted and messaged back on my comments and I will forever be grateful. Including oceanfromtheblue (soloist), PlayMoon (Band), Demian, Ken from VIXX and Moon JongUp who always interact's with fans in YT comments) to name a few. (Even Kim Woojin answered my question in a youtube livestream, as a cub I have never been prouder of myself).