sometimes i wonder

would this forum be different if i didn't post on it, or get attached to it? or make the friends i did?

it sounds a bit self-centered and main character type of thoughts but im just wondering. regardless, im thankful to have met all of my friends on here. yall are the best, seriously

I wouldn't have comeback from my hiatus then.

would i be here still?

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I wouldn't have comeback from my hiatus then.

i thought you came back because you got less busy? either way, im glad you came back. i missed you a lot

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this place would be so much sadder

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wait this is if you weren't here. I misunderstood the thread.

Or maybe I did?

no, i got it. i just think that maybe something else would be in my place.

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i thought you came back because you got less busy? either way, im glad you came back. i missed you a lot

Eyy I was busy, but this wasn't really sure about coming back. Interacting with you and users I like is what motivates me to post lol

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I'd have lost my sanity faster, forum needs more good people like you

i don't think im a good person, honestly. i have a lot of flaws in the way i act that could definitely improve. but it does make me happy when people acknowledge the small things i do to help them

love you spicey

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Eyy I was busy, but this wasn't really sure about coming back. Interacting with you and users I like is what motivates me to post lol

same. if i didn't make the friends i have, i probably wouldn't have come back. especially with neo city since they always invited me to talk to them when i was still new

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maybe, idk.

Quote from bobsyouruncle

zuzu you have 73k posts... its a fact that the forum would be missing a good chunk of it

oh yeah, true.

Quote from Nyaz

I'd miss you badly if you weren't here, don't you dare bring this up ily gurlie

Here's a pic of your MMLD bias Ahin to cheer you up! She's a heartbreaker, just like you!

nyaz you wouldn't even know me

ahin

im not a heartbreaker? who's spreading misinformation about me? if you have a broken heart i pick it up piece by piece and glue it together. i do a shitty job, but at least i tried

i think everyone thinks i want to leave but this isn't deep guys, i want just pondering 💀

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Hey you cant leave now

still havent finished penthouse so I need to rant

im not leaving! i can't just leave my 73k posts behind. the kids need to know the legend of zuzu until im 50

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wait

you cant take over my post count?????

you're still very ahead of me. dw

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thats all my posts since 2014 or 2015 dude

you will take over

idk dude, im just trying to make you feel better

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Yeah but now I know you, don't you mess with me

i won't

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It would be different if you were not here.

i wonder how

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I am... kind of selective with who I am open with. Not that I am dishonest, but I'm not ready to share things that like... hurt or things I feel strongly about. I think you're one of the few I feel comfortable talking about things with. Not that we're necessarily idk super super close, but I am nonetheless comfortable around you, and I think your presence makes the forum a lot better. I like it.

i agree. i was able to build that trust with you from the start, so i feel comfortable with telling you a lot.

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but but zuzu who will provide me my regular Monday updates?

for the 1000th time im not leaving.

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if you are you better give me 2 weeks notice since I'll need to find a replacement for ya

i also want retirement akorns

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a severance package when you leave AKP?

si