Posts by bea-valentina

Quote from zuzuhhaa

thank you for telling me that! I'm def going to look into it.

We have counselors at my high school as well to help with decisions about my future as well but I feel like it's kind of hard to talk to someone

Glad I could help you I feel like once you start talking to them, you won't be able to stop lol. You don't have to force yourself to talk 100% formal with them since this is a wide field of all kinds of professions. Plus it will be easier for them to understand you if you talk more about yourself (are you more of an extrovert/introvert, do you like multitasking/sticking to one task/both, working alone/with others, do you express yourself more verbally/nonverbally, and so on)

If you ever feel like you are still unsure about the future, try volunteering. Besides giving you more content to write about yourself on your work bio, it'll give you more clear ideas about what you want in the future. If you're shy af like me, it will probably make you feel more used to people. I'm planning to do some volunteering after I clear all tests in the future lol

Quote from zuzuhhaa

The fact that I don't even know what I want to do doesn't make it any easier.

So, I'm truly lost as a student.

If you feel like you are unsure about your future, try finding one of those institutions in your town that gives free advices for finding and creating opportunities for future professions and improving techiques for job searching. They'll advice you on which college suits you. It should also help you understand more about some abilities you didn't know you had or it could help you improve them.

I worry about my own mental health sometimes

I worry about money

Sometimes, I worry about my looks when I'm in public

I worry about being stuck in the past and forgot to live in the present

But most of all, I worry about my future since I don't know what I'm good at or what I want at all

Felt like I could hear your voice and frustration through this rant

It also made me sad cuz I can relate to it in a different way

I really wish I could give you a big hug irl since I have a really hard time expressing myself with words

But I hope that you will feel more positive after all the bad shit in life settles down. I know how hard it is to keep being optimistic. Especially when you have no one to talk to.

Just know that there are people on this forum who will listen to your problems and will not dismiss your emotions. Idk how much this will help but if you feel anxious, try listening to asmr while laying in bed or when you're in college it helped me a little. Also, don't feel the need to find college friends immediately. It takes few weeks to distinguish people who are easy to talk to and genuine to those who are self-centred and judgy

I know the feeling

Somedays we would have from 9 am to 2 pm

and sometimes, we would be in one classroom for the whole day

from morning to like 8-9 pm

That's normal for the first year

Once I thought I was gonna lose my computer due to a virus

It turns out that it wasn't a virus

Just a bunch of cat hair stuck to the computer fan

Felt more embarrassed when the guy from the store said that

Don't know if I would've wanted to lose a computer due to porn or cat hair lol

But yeah my first computer crashed cuz I was downloading random things I found interesting (sims), basic kid shit

top or bottom??

its 1 am ill go sleep now

I've been looking for you

Love your poems

It really makes you feel like you can understand and resonate with a person on an emotional level even though you don't know them personally

You inspire me to write poems as a way to open and express myself to others

Also wishing you a great college life, hwaiting!!

Quote from VioletParr

i've been online for a while now but now i'm doing the real thing and it's sinking in and holy shit i am so scared

Wha-- I always thought that colleges start around October

Also, good luck!! I'm in my second year and trust me it's better to have classes in person than online since you will feel like you've learned something or will get used to huge gatherings. It's normal to feel anxious in the beginning (I am very anxious irl and it wasn't easy being surrounded by over 60 people lol) but trust me, it will give you great memories and you will be able to find friends that you will see as your comfort (I found mine in the beginning of the second year, I will be in the third year now)

Big Bang - Haru Haru, Blue

GFriend - Rough, Navillera

Taeyeon - Rain, Why, Four Seasons, What Do I Call You, Weekend

SNSD - Genie, CMIYC, Mr Taxi

IU - Everybody Has Secrets, Obliviate, Flu, Coin, Ah Puh, My Old Story, Autumn Morning, Raindrop, Lost Child

Red Velvet - Automatic, Rebirth, Psycho, I Just

Blackpink - DKWTD, Kick It, Hope Not, AIIYL, PWF, KTL

BTS - Best of Me, Pied Piper, Baepsae, Danger, Just One Day, My Time, I Need U, Run, I Like It, Boy in Luv, War of Hormone

TWICE - Alcohol-Free, ICSM, Cry For Me, Fancy, DTNA, Likey, What Is Love, The Reason Why, 21:29, Love Foolish

EXO - Mama, Overdose, Tempo, Power, The Eve

Bol4 - Galaxy, Tell Me You Love Me

Baekhyun - Drown (waiting for the eng ver )

We love a humble man like daniel-cruz and Trump

Ngl he gives me the vibe of a scumbag who is afraid of consequences and even if he has mental health problems, it shouldn't be an excuse. It reminds me of that Korean politician who committed suicide when he got caught being a sexual harasser.

I'm afraid that he will use the victim card on her or threaten her that he will kill himself if she plans on getting a divorce. She doesn't deserve an unfaithful husband and I hope that she knows that.

I hope that he recovers from this so that he could take responsibility for his actions.

Quote from daniel-cruz

You mean Hydrogen peroxide?

Yes, those of 3% is safe to use for cuts and burns.

My vet recommended using it on my cat since it had an open wound on its leg

I'm kinda late but I hope that you are feeling a lot better

If it happens again, try cleaning it with hydrogen to avoid infection. You can buy a bottle of 100 ml in the pharmacy.

Quote from xoxoshawol

Same, but 24.

I actually had the chance once, but I don't think the person involved thought about me in a romantic way, so I let the opportunity pass.

I'm kinda regretful about it now that I think about it, but it was the right thing to do anyway.

Was in a similar situation

I had a chance and I knew he had feelings for me

But back then I had a pretty bad view of myself

So I let the opportunity pass me by

Ngl still have mixed feelings about my choice

Quote from mynameiswho

Wait does your friend only look for people with Jimin like appearances? Cos she's gonna struggle

the only thing she really cares about is that a guy is easygoing and takes care of himself, mentally and physically

Quote from mynameiswho

Wait does your friend only look for people with Jimin like appearances? Cos she's gonna struggle

Nah we don't have those types of guys around here

well we do but most of them are fuckboys lol

she just sees him as a very beautiful guy that you can't stop looking cuz you know he ain't an ordinary-looking guy when it comes to appearance

she actually gave me two jimin photocards since my ass is too poor to buy any kpop merch lol so I don't think she is too focused on him like she was before, she knows he's ordinary off camera but in a good way if that makes sense xdd

in her words, she would be more attached to someone who has a similar personality, interests and morals as her but he needs to look at least decent (or possibly on an almost jimin lvl if god decides to be on her side lol)

Quote from icyruios

Your friend must not be very good at helping you

hwayoung that bichh how could she

this shit ain't fair how come my presentations don't go as smooth as her rap