Don't Know What To Do (i possibly lost my job)

this will get lost because of all of the Pink Venom discourse (it's a good song go cry about it) but i'll post anyway

before i start- the money is not a concern.

it's the people i love.

got told today that they don't have enough work for me right now, and it might be until november or december until that changes.

i cried all the way home.

i'm more sad because i won't get to see the people i love daily. this feels like a bullet to the heart. it feels like everything good i get just fades away. first my boyfriend last year who passed and now this. i was falling in love again too and now i won't be able to see this guy anymore. i don't know what to do without him.

needless to say i will be blasting Don't Know What To Do

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wait why would losing a job prevent you from seeing people you love

either way, hope you'll bounce back

career concerns are real right now

the guy i love- i'm not close enough with, and i love the work environment. it used to be a nightmare but that place is my second home now.

and thank you

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is there any other way you can keep in touch apart from seeing each other at work?

i know distance/text messages isn't the same as IRL interactions but it's a start.. also i'm sorry about your job. i know how hard it is to find one that makes you feel happy and safe. hope you find one that lets you meet more good people

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Sorry to hear that.

I’m sure there’s a way to stay in touch if you and he want to. You’ll never know until you ask!

I hope it works out for you.

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he's comforting over text as i said but damn. i just don't know what to do without him irl.

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Then tell him! Tell him you want to meet up outside of work.

You can do it!!!!

i'm pretty sure he has a girlfriend, this is something i'll have to wait on for just a bit

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Ah. That does complicate things quite a bit.

Well don't let this get you stuck in a rut. You never know when another good opportunity will pop up in your life!

know it sounds stupid but i just have this feeling it's not over yet. our story isn't finished, but it's the "how" that keeps getting me. it's so sad because given a couple more weeks we would've gotten much closer too.

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oh damn i hope it works out. this time is hard on a lot of us

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I hope you are able to somehow meet him sometimes. Going through something like that must be pretty hard.

thank you, i'm praying it works out too. i don't use the word "love" in vain, but i can genuinely say i love this guy.