my height maybe? I'm 147cm and would love to be 170
if not that then my weight. I'm around 38-42kg and would like to lose around 10-15kg.
also my bone structure. my hips are pretty wide but my upper half is tiny.
surprisingly I'm pretty confident in my face though.
I NEED them to perform their old solos during their 2025-2026 concert
that entire era is just
Display Morey'all i just learned flowers can be boys or girls
they have genders too
I NEVER KNEW THIS SHIT !! I THOUGHT FLOWERS WERE JUST THERE
i have been lied to all my life
caught in a lie~
lol my mom just walked by my room 
hopefully I don't get caught!
she didn't knock either 
nah i put both earbuds in and well oh well
im lowkey paranoid but them remember that whoever is beside me will be blessed hearing amazing music
damn lightsticks!?!? so cool!! i might get me a Stray Kids lightstick at the venue if they don't sell out (pls don't sell out
) and idk so far im satisfied. will post a pic or two soon
I only take out 1 earbud when my parents are sleeping and I don't want them to crucify me
but the experience is definitely better with boh earbuds in 
I hope you can get a lightstick! It truly adds to the concert experience 
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I looooove that song 
one of my favorite b-sides
the lyrics too 
anyways shameless promo:
Display Moreyep. 2 days. lowkey wanna push my body to see how many days i can go without sleep
damn. my ears ARE SUPER SENSITIVE to noise so as soon as i hear my door rattle cause its being opened i just close my PC and just lay and be like
yeah! it's fun! actually have only gotten 1 album online & that's aespa GIRLS (kwangya version) the other 7 are store bought
my parents took me & my little sister there for our birthday. i wasted all of my birthday money
on 2 albums & a ramen bowl cause i may waste my money on albums but gotta buy me my dinner
my ears are sensitive unless I have earbuds in. I've made it a habit to keep one earbud out just in case.... you know.
and I always double check to make sure my earbuds are actually.....being earbuds. Like I always get so paranoid that someone can hear my music
So far I have 7 albums in total (+ lightsticks of bts, twice, and blackpink). I'll probably post pictures here once I'm satisfied with my kpop collection 
aww
we both help each other
it is difficult, but i manage to prevail! damn i know im the one i should love in this world but sometimes there's so much pain, too much cryin' that it just is
yep. there is always hope
we never walk alone
remember this:
Days when you hate that you’re you
Days when you wanna disappear
Let’s make a door in your heart
If you open that door and go inside
This place will be waiting for you
It’s ok to believe, it’ll comfort you, this Magic Shop
I will!!!
Display Morelike my eyes are just glued on the screen
like and idk am i addicted? but i do sometimes have trouble falling asleep too. my mum just says go to sleep and i just disappear and hide under covers
my body could probs also do that. once i went 2 days without sleep for no reason and to this day no one found out
and i go to barnes & noble (bookstore) in public transportation w my mum & siblings and to Choice Music (koreatown galleria kpop shop) my dad drove us there
whoa..... 2 days? 
And I thought I stayed up for a long time
I lie to my parents all the time about sleep. Whenever they walk by my bedroom I try to make up a pose in bed to convince them that I'm sleeping. 
public transportation? interesting......I usually buy things with gift cards via weverse or amazon because I don't have much of a say in car trips.
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BTS rlly just helped me with their music. their songs and their voice helped put me back together
aww thanks so much
i do try to stay more positive and thankfully i have been more positive. and i do reach out (thank god i have a therapist
; she helps me a lot) and trust me you help me so much
thanks. i know that you never walk alone
i think I'm Fine but sometimes my emotions fall like a House Of Cards
aww we both got this
I'm sooo happy to hear that I help you. I feel so touched. You help me a lot too.
Sometimes we just want to Let Go of our emotions, but it is difficult. Remember you're the one you should love in this world. Giving up is never the best option.
When you get those thoughts of wanting to end everything, remember, when there is hardship, there is always hope.
even tho mi mum is there my eyes N E V E R leave the screen
damn same ? i can FALL asleep easily and my body wants to but i push it bcs i have distractions (PC & phone) so
damn. which is why i shop in person. i go to barnes & noble or my local kpop store. my mum usually helps me pay if i can't complete all
me too. especially if it's BTS
I probably have a similar thing, I am addicted to screens as well, except actually FALLING asleep is a pain for me 
My mom stresses no screens 2 hours before bedtime but you know what mum? I can't sleep without them.
Insomnia is something you do not want to suffer from. It's not pretty. One time I went a 15-hour nighttime airplane flight with ZERO hours of sleep 
it was 3am and my parents were like "how are you not tired"
I wish my mom took me to in-person shops. Of course that's something I can't do myself because I can't drive yet. 
and they 
make sure to show me the final thing, 
