So after a very busy week at work, I went trekking today with a bunch of my old college friends, and the thing is, I have been on a lot of trekking trips before with professionals and equipment but this time we decided it out of nowhere and climbed one of the steepest mountains in the city outskirts.. but we kind of did it without any safety at all, it was fun and adventurous at that time and being on loose rocks added to the thrill.. but now that I look back.. we were really careless and that was really really dangerous.. the route we took had been closed off for a while due to danger and accidents.. we actually faced a lot of problems while climbing up and were also dependent on each other at many times for actually fully pulling others up on really dangerous spots..
basically, even if it was really fun but the fact that I took too much risk without any safety net to fall on somehow gives me a feeling of me being irresponsible.. is it common to feel that way?