would you consider yourself aromantic/asexual?

I want to be love and to be loved but I don’t want it I’m mixed. Ive never been attracted to anyone, like I don’t have crush but there are some cute guys. Since I’m Muslim non married relationship are prohibited and now it’s hard to find your right one people can easily hide their true side. Plus I’m perched by Wattpad my standards in men revolve around them I hate it

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I want to be love and to be loved but I don’t want it I’m mixed. Ive never been attracted to anyone, like I don’t have crush but there are some cute guys. Since I’m Muslim non married relationship are prohibited and now it’s hard to find your right one people can easily hide their true side. Plus I’m perched by Wattpad my standards in men revolve around them I hate it

I’m so sorry to hear that. That must be a lot to deal with. You seem so sweet, so I hope one day you find an equally kind spouse. I don’t really get crushes a lot either, so I can relate to that. That is true, people can hide their true selves, but when it comes to loving someone, it’s a calculated risk you have to risk dealing with, as messed up as it is. Oh I remember my old Wattpad days. Ah, those countless toxic relationships. So many of them. Have a great day/night!

No but I don't enjoy sex as much as I did when I had day 18-19 years

I'm asexual and in a relationship, with someone who is asexual. I was always led to believe that sex was an expectation in a relationship so I did it to please previous partners, but now I know it isn't an expectation. This is after a few traumatic events too. I experience romantic feelings but I just don't have the desire to have sex.