Kpop Megachurch Confessions Thread with the Pastor

    You got something that you need to get off your chest?

    need to share your darkest sins...


    well you've come to the right place...


    PRAISE BE PRAISE BE



    EDIT: and uhh....make sure to tag me...since I'm not always going to be around

    once i found a condom in my dad's bathroom

    except I had no idea it was a condom cuz i was like six

    I realized this while I was thinking back at the memory a few years ago


    its an interesting full story if anyone wants to hear it ^^


    selfmate cuz you wanted me to tag you

    Quote from ellenote

    :pepe-cross: dear pastor self mate, I cannot stop LUSTING over JOHNNY FROM NCT....That man has a chokehold on me :pepewash: I will say my akorn prayers every night to rid Johnny's EVIL attack over my soul #hallelujah

    isn't he like so much older than you

    cuz he's like so much older than me too loll

    Quote from ellenote

    :pepe-cross: dear pastor self mate, I cannot stop LUSTING over JOHNNY FROM NCT....That man has a chokehold on me :pepewash: I will say my akorn prayers every night to rid Johnny's EVIL attack over my soul #hallelujah

    well lusting over an idol is normal but it's only a problem if it becomes excessive...

    if you are constantly thinking about them all the time then it's time to find a hobby or a bf or something lol

    and uhh...did this repressed memory traumatize you my fried?

    and uhh...why did you suddenly bring it up now?

    Quote from ellenote

    :peperain: guess I'm going to remain in johnny's chokehold. no good men around me, boys are weird at my school. maybe I can start painting, #paintingmysinsaway

    sure try different things to take your mind off things since it's normally not healthy to constantly obsess over an idol...

    Quote from selfmate

    and uhh...did this repressed memory traumatize you my fried?

    and uhh...why did you suddenly bring it up now?

    dunno

    I just think about it sometimes

    I just thought it was a really peculiar-looking glove at the time

    I mean I was on the right track for a six-year-old.

    Now that I think about it, why do I know so many comdom brands like I've never actually paid attention so why am i able to name something like that off the top of my head :/

    I'm such a weird kid lol

    ahhh so that one condom caused a series of chain events where you now know many condom brands...interesting...

    i'm addicted to sexting my coworker from years ago. he just snapchatted me a picture of this sign behind him that said "MOTD *his name* HORNY" with a frowny face (i think he had it because it's his birthday) and i just had the AUDACITY to message him "missed the times we fucked" and now we're going back and forth saying everything we're gonna do to each other and we're sending pics ;(



    selfmate u said to tag u sooooo



    i'm not getting into heaven ;(;(;(

    Quote from ellenote

    I guess that's what Eminem meant when he wrote stan :peperain: it's very common nowadays for people to be obsessed with idols and celebrities, I mean life's pretty boring. :pepepizza:

    exactly...life's not boring...it's you who needs to find something to do with the limited time you have...


    go write fanfiction with you and johnny but at the very end change the names of the characters and sell it as a romance novel...

    wow these are so much jucier than expected, really enjoying this ngl ;(

    Quote from selfmate

    exactly...life's not boring...it's you who needs to find something to do with the limited time you have...


    go write fanfiction with you and johnny but at the very end change the names of the characters and sell it as a romance novel...

    can i say something

    ill assume yes

    I write fanfictions

    its a good outlet actually, except I'm not delusional i promise

    Quote from selfmate

    exactly...life's not boring...it's you who needs to find something to do with the limited time you have...


    go write fanfiction with you and johnny but at the very end change the names of the characters and sell it as a romance novel...

    My novel will soon turn into a movie, then Johnny notices me, watches the movie, them we get married.

    TBH the whole goal of kpop is for fans to form parasocial relationships with idols. :pepe-comfy:

    well the issue is are you interested in this person whether as a partner or just a fling? if so then do it...you're an adult with the ability to make your own decisions...

    but if the only reason you are doing it is to seek validation for yourself then maybe that's not the right path for you...

    Quote from selfmate

    well the issue is are you interested in this person whether as a partner or just a fling? if so then do it...you're an adult with the ability to make your own decisions...

    but if the only reason you are doing it is to seek validation for yourself then maybe that's not the right path for you...


    he's cute but we both just want to fuck casually atm

    Quote from ellenote

    My novel will soon turn into a movie, then Johnny notices me, watches the movie, them we get married.

    TBH the whole goal of kpop is for fans to form parasocial relationships with idols. :pepe-comfy:

    some...not all though...

    why is that certain people can remain "normal" whilst others can't???

    Quote from zuzuhhaa

    I'm not!

    if you find me on any of the platforms I write on people will tell you I write good stuff ;(

    I did not doubt that you write good stuff...

    I doubted the next line where you had to qualify yourself and say I'm not delusional I promise


    have you ever heard a sane normal person running around claiming that "I'm sane I'm sane"

    Quote from selfmate

    some...not all though...

    why is that certain people can remain "normal" whilst others can't??

    I've always believed more fans that have issues (mentally or in their life) seem to be the more harder stans that have huge parosocial relationships with idols, I mean I can count how many times fans have said "X group has saved my life" referring to how they wanted to die but after being introduced to K-pop they form a placebo effect thinking a kpop group really did help them through it when in reality a kpop group or idol cannot cure you of any mental illnesses. TBH any kpop idol can be used as a projecting person for kpop fans, like when a lot of lgbtq fans claim an idol is gay and say they hate men, like with irene from RV. Or when fans started to project their mental health onto jennie and such. It's weird, this whole parasocial-projecting thingy is very prominent in the kpop world.


    IDK what my point is but I just feel like fans who have issues in their life seem to do a lot of this stuff, but also some fans can develop this weird relationship with idols because of how addicting kpop is, and how kpop companies make idols feel relatable and down to earth, like with bang chan from stray kids, so many stays use him as a coping thing, like chan has saved my life, or chan understands me.

    Quote from ellenote

    I've always believed more fans that have issues (mentally or in their life) seem to be the more harder stans that have huge parosocial relationships with idols, I mean I can count how many times fans have said "X group has saved my life" referring to how they wanted to die but after being introduced to K-pop they form a placebo effect thinking a kpop group really did help them through it when in reality a kpop group or idol cannot cure you of any mental illnesses. TBH any kpop idol can be used as a projecting person for kpop fans, like when a lot of lgbtq fans claim an idol is gay and say they hate men, like with irene from RV. Or when fans started to project their mental health onto jennie and such. It's weird, this whole parasocial-projecting thingy is very prominent in the kpop world.

    I can definitely see where one is coming from but is it not up to the individual fan (or their parents if that fan is underage) to curtail or limit their obsession? that's individual responsibility no?


    just like I'm selling a product - fast food - if you as a person who cannot control your own eating habits then why is it up to me to actively prevent you from eating my product? when most times people can control themselves?

    Quote from selfmate

    I can definitely see where one is coming from but is it not up to the individual fan (or their parents if that fan is underage) to curtail or limit their obsession? that's individual responsibility no?


    just like I'm selling a product - fast food - if you as a person who cannot control your own eating habits then why is it up to me to actively prevent you from eating my product? when most times people can control themselves?

    TBH a lot of fans are underage, and their parents don't understand nor care about what their child is into, I know my mom literally does not watch what I watch on the internet, she thinks kpop is a phase i'll get over. So I think this is why so many fans continue with this behavior. I still think It's very easy to lose control over something you use as a coping mechanism, whether it's good to a normal person, like fast food can be used as a eat coping mechanism by a lot because it's so addicting, so maybe you as a person are not inherently responsible for others eating your food, but you do make your product addicting to consumers.

    Quote from selfmate

    in which case go for it...like I said you're an adult woman who can make up her own mind...there's nothing wrong with adult activities provided it's consensual...


    true but when i just asked him what he would do to me he said, and i quote



    "make u cry

    use u like a toy

    feel how tight u are like a toy

    use u for my own entertainment

    i'm not a good person don't expect much chivalry"



    gives me flashbacks to what happened with my teacher. so having second thoughts.

    ok then such words should give you pause to reconsider...

    that does not sound like the words of someone who has your best interests at heart...

    Quote from ellenote

    TBH a lot of fans are underage, and their parents don't understand nor care about what their child is into, I know my mom literally does not watch what I watch on the internet, she thinks kpop is a phase i'll get over. So I think this is why so many fans continue with this behavior. I still think It's very easy to lose control over something you use as a coping mechanism, whether it's good to a normal person, like fast food can be used as a eat coping mechanism by a lot because it's so addicting, so maybe you as a person are not inherently responsible for others eating your food, but you do make your product addicting to consumers.

    and again I would agree with you but that's the fault of the parent...not the product's manufacturer? no?


    well if it's something that is inherently addicting like a drug then I would agree...then there are examples of things which can cause addiction like porn or fast food or gambling or even kpop for example...because those things can but not always the individual should bear more of a responsibility - the product maker cannot distinguish who uses or consumes their product so if the majority of the people who do consume the product are doing so without adverse effects why should they cater to those who may suffer because of it? no?

    Quote from selfmate

    and again I would agree with you but that's the fault of the parent...not the product's manufacturer? no?


    well if it's something that is inherently addicting like a drug then I would agree...then there are examples of things which can cause addiction like porn or fast food or gambling or even kpop for example...because those things can but not always the individual should bear more of a responsibility - the product maker cannot distinguish who uses or consumes their product so if the majority of the people who do consume the product are doing so without adverse effects why should they cater to those who may suffer because of it? no?

    I guess your right, since I don't think Kpop companies care if there fans develop these relationships, I'm sure kpop companies want fans to stay addicted for as long as they can.

    Quote from ellenote

    I guess your right, since I don't think Kpop companies care if there fans develop these relationships, I'm sure kpop companies want fans to stay addicted for as long as they can.

    and I'm sure they do since that parasocial relationship is and can be like a drug but as fans - because we know of it and thus are aware of the issues it has caused in others if not ourselves...then we can learn to be above it's effects? maybe? lol


    then again the realisation of an issue is only the first step...whether we can detach ourselves from that parasocialiaty is another...

    Quote from selfmate

    I did not doubt that you write good stuff...

    I doubted the next line where you had to qualify yourself and say I'm not delusional I promise


    have you ever heard a sane normal person running around claiming that "I'm sane I'm sane"

    good point ^^

    Quote from selfmate

    and I'm sure they do since that parasocial relationship is and can be like a drug but as fans - because we know of it and thus are aware of the issues it has caused in others if not ourselves...then we can learn to be above it's effects? maybe? lol


    then again the realisation of an issue is only the first step...whether we can detach ourselves from that parasocialiaty is another...

    and again this is probably the same issue for you FeLiNa


    the mere fact that you pondered such means you are aware of the situation and the potential issues it may arise btu whether you can do anything to stop it or have the will power to is up to you...

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