While everybody was asleep, they were up-- talking to two, three in the morning. 'I used to be so shy. I used to play with my hoop alone down this little alley,' she told Jungkook. He wanted to see her do it; he wanted to see Sana ten years ago when she was a child, and in the sunny cherry blossom morning of springtime in Japan rolling her hoop up the joyous alleys full of promise.
'What do you want out of life?' Jungkook asked, and Jungkook used to ask that all the time of his girlfriends.
'I don't know,' Sana said. 'Just continue on being an idol and try to get along.' Sana yawned. Jungkook put his hand over her mouth and told her not to yawn. He tried to tell her how excited he was about life and the things they could do together. She turned away wearily. They lay on their backs, looking at the ceiling and wondering what God had wrought when He made life so sad.
