i'm going to preface this by saying i will not say who this is. sorry.
i want to say it's 100% amazing but it's not. in 2020 a youtuber returned to youtube and it's safe to say i was over-fucking-joyed, especially because i remember crying over his very sudden hiatus. he had made a new twitter and basically somehow he ended up following me, we ended up talking in the dms and guess what, we became close!
he told me some personal shit, lots of it in fact. and i was head over heels with his cute ass, even though everyone thought i was bananas. anyways, certain things happened and he ended up not being able to do youtube anymore. ok. he was down but he bounced back and continued on twitter. well, something happened and he doesn't have access to twitter anymore, and that was the final nail in his coffin. he still talked but i could tell he was different.
and then eventually he's so burnt out that he doesn't reply to anyone, leaves the internet without a trace for a second time. he hasn't talked to me or any other of his close friends. i have his fucking number too but i don't want to be intrusive, dude has been AWOL since the end of may
basically what i'm saying is, if you get close to your oppar, prepare for lots of drama and/or unexpected attachment/emotional rollercoasters. just makes me miss my late bf more.
