... the truth is, that I often feel like I have to be innocent and pure.
Despite the fact that I make dirty jokes sometimes or jokes that are like "I want Seonghwa to hug me and then kiss me, just kidding".
There are times when I feel like I'm not pure and innocent enough.
Ironically, when I was a teenager and like 13-14 years old, I felt as if I was too pure and innocent. (or at least in comparison to my classmates)
I seriously felt different from my classmates for being like that and also thought that I was weird. (and I also watched Danish reality shows sometimes where people seemed to only want "dirty" relationships)
And I thought that if a guy wanted to date me, he would not want an innocent and pure relationship with me.
