I Am Sorry(ft Forgiveness + Album Buying Dilemma)

  • So....I broke my promise/rule to myself.


    If you guys don't know, I have rule where I don't listen to any of the new tracks(except pre-releases/title tracks/promoted releases u get it) on albums from my ults if I am planning on buying that album so it hits different when I listen to it on the cd.


    This is something that's really important to me.


    And then Born Pink released. So when it released it was 11pm, in the night where I lived and I was viewing shut down premiere on my laptop.


    So once that finished, I decided to go to bp's channel page because I remember seeing ready for love audio thing earlier, so went there, found a born pink playlist.


    And I clicked on it, I started listening to the songs and enjoying myself and I didn't realize until the next morning when I was getting ready for school that I broke my rule cause I was so sleepy and my brain wasn't working.


    I was planning on not listening to the album tracks again except for pv, ready for love, shut down and Hard To Love(cus omg it's a huge bop) until I buy the album but then I came here and there was this thread about Happiest girl and I realized, I won't survive. It's too late.


    So this is an apology for that. I am still planning on buying the album December 2023. I listened to the tracks and there are tracks on there I can't resist.


    So I have come up with a compromise. I will listen to tracks now to until 3-4 months before I plan to buy the album.


    I have also come up with something else, I will be listening to the albums I put on a ban earlier from my other ult(formula of love and between 1&2) cus I will be planning on buying either of those albums December 2024 if not longer(yes I have planned out which albums I am buying lol, it's really weird lol) and that's a long time from now.


    In the end, I have decided to forgive myself.


    Anyway, that's my album buying dilemma story and this is my apology to myself, cus sometimes we need to forgive ourselves, whether it's a bad score on test or something like this.


    But I guess the biggest lesson here is be careful about what you do when you are sleepy lol.


    Anyway, I have a lot of enjoying bops time ahead so hurray!


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  • Like, sorry it was tough for you, but... I just couldn't do it myself, waiting 3 months after an album has dropped, no hearing them, missing out on all the fun of release day discussion, all of that.


    I kind of get it, sometimes I have to wait to play games I want to play of watch shows (still need to start House of the Dragon), but it's a lot easier to consume music.


    But you do you if that's how you enjoy it.


    I don't think you gotta apologise to anyone else for listening to and enjoying music though ^^

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