I can’t stomach certain food anymore.

It’s been a constant issue recently. Every time I eat something, I feel like puking it up. I notice that this happens when I think about the action of me ingesting the food I’m eating, and the fact that it’s inside my body. It’s just gross to me idk. I want to get professional help for this but I fear that people might think I’m weird or something. Also, hi. I haven’t been here in a while.

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so you don't vomit the food? you just always feel like throwing up because you're grossed out? that's kinda interesting. i've never heard of anything like that before. people who have eating disorders usually fall into the three main camps of either food addiction, bulimia or anorexia

I dread throwing up. I just kind of try my best to hold it down, or focus on something else until the feeling of disgust goes away. But I don’t really want to eat though. I just do because I know I have to and if I all of a sudden just stop eating my family will notice and that will open up a can of worms I’m not ready for.

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Please get help. If people think you're weird, then they are wrong because they should recognize that health issues happen to anyone and that we should be supporting each other through them. But I think your health should take priority first and foremost over all that anyways...

Thank you ❤️

I’ll try, but it’s going to take a lot of courage for me to reach out tbh. I feel like no one around me really understands my health in general, but I’ll take a risk. Also, yes, I am on KPS 👀 why do you ask? 🧐

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Good professionals will understand and help you through it But if you need someone to talk to, I am always able to lend an ear.

Ah thought so! I haven't touched that site in months, but you have the exact vibe of someone on there from what I remember... My hunch was right.

You’re so sweet! Thank you, I appreciate it a lot 💜

And oof-

Dang, your vibe radar is strong lol-

I could have sworn I was pretty mysterious on that site as I only went it on a couple of times lol 🌝

I forgot my password to that one too btw-

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Np

LOL my memory is sharp sometimes ig sadlfjkj

(nevermind the fact I can't remember your kps username)

Lmao, don’t feel bad-

I can’t even remember it and I made it

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definitely seek professional help

not being able to hold down food isn't something to be taken lightly especially considering you say EVERY TIME you eat...

Thank you, mate. I’ll definitely try to seek professional help for this 👍🏽💟