Posts by TzuyuGirl

God doesn't exist, and if you say no he does cuz you experienced something in your life that you consider miracle... Then know their millions out their who dont experience those miracles but in contrast they experience horrors.

I wouldn't talk about news, but just know that I muted the news cuz I couldn't bear to continue witnessing that, but god all knowing he all hearing, he supposedly is just and don't allow injustice or mass deleting of innocent people, but apparently their something wrong with his internet connection if he not getting the same news we been hearing or did he also mute his news cuz he can't bear it.

I hate god, and don't care he doesn't exist to me and I am now 100% sure he doesn't.

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I can relate. Of course, everyone here knows me and that I am an older fan (much older in fact). I was obsessed with K pop from the moment I first got into it until a few years ago when I "touched the grass" and woke and grew up. It was consuming my life and I had a daughter to care for who herself thought a bit much. It was affecting my mental health and wasn't healthy. Now I have wised up and barely listen to any now.

All I'm saying is that K pop is not the most important thing in the world, it's an interest and should be nothing more. Younger fans need to realize that and to surround themselves with real people in real time that will care and invest in their wellbeing. My daughter thinks it's the best move I've made and is proud of me for doing so. Don't get me wrong, I still like K pop but more the older stuff.

Glad you managed to build family, I rejected lot guys advances and didnt want to date guys from my country or race cuz I was immature and thought someday I would get oppa, damn this so embarrassing, but I really believed I would end up with asian guy japanese or korean, little did I know how anti blackness those cultures were, and not just that I dont have the mean to travel, and I have little to no interest in learning the culture of those countries, I like the entertainment and anime but the culture I find it to be quite toxic.

I was following ambw couples it short for asian man and blackwomen, and the women either were rejected by the parents of the guy or their biracial children face discrimination or bully for being dark or half black not asian enough, like I grow up suffering being only black girl in my school no way would I put my child through that in whole country and culture veiw them as unwelcomed and unwanted.

Nice to see your daughter wise, I feel like the new generation mature faster then us, good for them.

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oh damn I remember you from the old forum

how have you been?

I am fine thanks for remembering me

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KPOP is not a welcoming place for POC, especially black people! I LOVE kpop but damn, I cannot catch a break! A lot of users on this forum are older, so it is possible to LOVE k-pop even when your older, which is sweet how that love for the music and genre never goes away, but good advice to young people, because KPOP shouldn't consume your whole life.

I still remember time I introduce my relative to wonder girls no body, she became kpop fan cuz of me, I some times regret making other people get addicted, it like I made them join cult unknowingly of the harm it can cause them.

And not just that I cut off people cuz they were rude saying kpop idols look effeminate and like girls, I used to get so defensive and cut of people cuz they thought kpop was weird, now looking back at all that I feel I was ridiculous and childish blinded by the illusion of kpop entertainment.. Wasted moments Of my school life I spend online fighting other fandoms and voting, useless waste of time, I still dream of sulli, one thing I can't shake out my mind, I used to envy her being same age as me but being successful and beautiful, I liked her but didnt want to became fan of her cuz she was same age, I followed her on IG and saw some her lives but I didnt understand what was happening cuz I didn't know korean but kept posting comments to her in english but it never reached her, the thought that I was so close yet couldnt reach my hand, it hunt me, the moonbin case I am not fan nor do I know astro group but I now something like this will keep repeating cuz no one want to change the system and this system is toxic, also their lot fans who deleted themselves too, I still remember the Turkish fan who deleted herself cuz she was bullied for liking kpop.

Most people here might be young kpop fans of bts or new groups but I been kpop fan since tvxq and boa were considered new uprising artists, I witness lot things that have been effecting me emotionally, like kibum leaving suju, tvxq breakup, suju car accident, yunho poisoned by anti japanese fan, girls generation black sea, tara bullying scandal, baby kara show one participates who failed deleted herself, sulli and goo hara death, kris wu leaving exo had caused me great pain he was my favorite, the most shocking event to me was learning IU was colorist and promoted skin bleaching products.

Those just few things that I remember on top my head, their lot more, it make me think all this happen and then I get why I am no longer fan of kpop, the deal breaker was the colorism and racism/antiblackness, I could tolerate anything but racism.

So even though I do come to check on kpop news once in while as bad habit I dont invest my emotions on idols who I dont know what they like in real life.

Dont know if any young generation fans care to listen but dont invest too much your time and mental health on this. It not real, once you get out in real world and work you will relies you dont have time for this... Now with all love

I dont consider myself kpop fan anymore but, being kpop fan been part of my life for long time, I started being kpop fan around time boa and tvxq were considered rookies so yeah been long time.

I stopped being invested in kpop around time kris left exo, I am still on Twitter so from time to time being anime fan I still come into contact with kpop news, so I did see crush incident and to say least I am not supprised but something happened to me yesterday, and as usual cuz I dont have real frineds and I dont talk to my family. And I dont have anywhere to talk to people in general but online I want to tell you guys about it, to get it out my chest cuz it hurt me.

I am dentist, I graduated recently and cuz I am depressed I thought if I helped people it would help me feel better, so I went into something like community service for rural places that dont have easy access to medical care, and cuz I was the only one graduated they put me on charge, I am black but not american, I am egyptian nubian, so I am black Egyptian in arab majority country while indegious minorities like nubians who are africans, so we look different then rest egyptian population, anyway So after I finish and we ready to leave I was walking to the bus and one of the local kids saw me and said in arabic " I seek refuge of allah from satan", I didnt react and just ignore it, but while on bus I thought why would he say that then it hit me that it was night time and I am black and he living in rural area propabitly never saw black person before.

Remeber I am already depressed have low self steem, went into this to try and help people but then this happened.

I am tired mentally, depressed, this may sound weird but it exhausting, I am fighting my own negative thoughts and I feel like I am lossing.

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I don't understand demographic questions that split Asian into South Asian and East Asian.

If I'm South East Asian, what am I supposed to choose???

I dont understand why europe considered continent when they are attached to asia continent , russia is bigger then all europe combined het they dont call russia continent or sub continent .

all answer I can find is that europeans are one who wrote that trying to claim they something bigger then they are , like european countries are so small compare to other countries around globe

I just had this time random thought , I really dont want to die in summer , I hate it

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Here's my best guess

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that not it , if you understand chinese can you write the lyrics so I can search it ?

plz  

if their is something I want to rent , and someone ask me how much then I say price , and he want to nogshiate the price , what is best way to not enter bargan battle or be forced to lower my price?

I said 80, and he said it too much cuz it 1/3 of the thing full price .

if I want to lower the price but not seem desperate , what should I reply with ??

also would be rejecting them bad bussiness ?

a deaf person came in and I couldn't understand what he want , so I handle him my phone to write what he need in note but he start getting irritated and push it away like saying no no .

I got scared little cuz I didnt want him to start getting violent or hit me so I just walked away from him , I didnt want to hurt him or be reason to make him feel like it his false for not being able to communicate .

was I wrong ? what should I have done in this case ?

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this singer sang her song in sign languge for deaf people , one my old favorite jp songs

my story if you feel like reading it

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Go and hand it to the police, easy as.

You'll sleep better.

yeah I would sleep better , but what about my own stuff that I lost ? I don't have money to buy new one that why I took the one I found in first place .. so this would be like being hungry and find fish but put it back in water

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my general rule is to look for the owner first, decide to keep or give away second also wouldn't you feel bad if the person asked you and you lied?

what if I said I had it and they thought I stole it ?

I lost something and found someone else stuff that same as what I lost , if I keep it is it ok ?

if the owner look for it and If I ignore it , am I wrong ?

if they dont look for it but I know who it belong too but didnt tell them , am I wrong for that ?

I dont have money to buy new one and I lost mine cuz I was helping people allowing them to borrow my stuff but cuz of the many hands it went to I dont know who took it and everyone say it not me , so I felt like it was god gift/reward to bring me someone else's stuff .. might sound silly but that how I justified me keeping it .

but I am scared of karma , so what should I do , help me .

also one last question , Is it bad to take advice from people of different culture then yours ?

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Also, she's a rightist, a conservative, and a Republican. Of course this is her view.

In her latest video, she said she thinks men who identify as liberal, progressive, or feminist are instantly unattractive and emasculated in her eyes.

Nothing new here. Nothing surprising either. It's just liberals vs. conservatives and Democrats vs. Republicans as usual.

not to be judgemental but male femisnists are creepy to me , I feel like they do it just to get to women pants and make them drop their guards they like white people who have blm in their bio and try to infiltrate black people organizations and take over .. so dangerous cuz they infiltrate to divide people from with in .

maybe their some men who support women rights sincerely but they most time wouldnt call himself feminist .

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This lady who probably doesnt identify herself as a feminists dragged a fellow woman who was complaining that too many incels were chasing after her but she just wanted someone she was attracted. I know it's a new concept for many people, especially those who say "pErSoNaLiTy MaTtErS mOsT", but you actually need to be attracted to someone to want to be in a relationship with them. Her advice was basically, go back in time when and marry a man when you were younger. Except many woman don't want to be tied down with a man and they want to find themselves or enjoy their lives. Also not surprised most of the comments are from men. She just wants those subscribers and those incel simps are easy to fool

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I think I remeber this youtuber she trump supporter , I hate that I had to listen to her bullshit my ears bleeding .

karen as in she always want to tell me what I do and compare herself with me as if I tried to leave early she like why you leaving now , and ask if I got premission to leave early , if I have more points then her she like why you only one who got this grade , and alot of things of this nature .

she also look at me in way I dont know how to discribe it but obviously not nice way to look at someone who didnt do anything to you.

I try my best to ignore her and mind my own bussiness but she just keep doing what she do , and I am reaching my limits .

notices: she not superior in position we all working on same level , and grades cuz this is my internship so we get points for requirements/attendence , if we left with out premission we could get punishments .

dont know if she would have snitched on me but I do try to be careful all time and always get premission before leaving early , maybe she was jealous I got to leave early but I finished my work early so why do I have to stay doing nothing .

when I told ber I got premission , she looked so upset about it .

again she not my supervisor or above me in rank we same position .

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need advice on how to endure and deal with her , I try my best to avoid her but it hard to keep claim with her watching my every move .