Disclaimer
I sound like a delulu shipper speaking but I am not that fan really. Just the lyrics make me reach if the writer had that in mind because Taeyeon and Jessica's friendship was a hot topic in discussions so it's not impossible to write about it. This is just my interpretation that is 99.99% chance wrong. I know I am reaching but I just want to let it out because its all I think about when I listen to this bop.
First it isn't your typical love song because the main part is that she "envies" the person. and it's not like the line was explained like its I envy you because you don't feel as bad about losing me blah blah love song. The lines are about someone leaving and not being "mentioned" then suddenly she screams that she envies them.
the lines that made me sus
"Your missed mention
I’m used to it, yeah"
"It hurts but I can’t stop it
So when you leave
Please make it easy
'Cause I envy you, ooh, ah, ooh, yeah"
"You and I were different from the beginning"
Full lyrics (better with MV+captions)
To you, I’m just an option
You and I were different from the beginning
Broken heart
Your missed mention
I’m used to it, yeah
I think I lost my mind
But, It’s my kind of love
Without leaving anything
Pour everything out and flop
Suddenly at one point
I see myself exhausted
Even though, I’m trying my best
So I can't love you
Even though I do
Even if I push you away
I can’t beat you
Even I abandon myself
And lose myself more
The irony is that you shine more
[Verse 2]
Don't lean
Don't even expect
Even if I rеpeat it over and over
With your onе touch
Watching me collapse
How do you feel about it?, no-no, no
[Pre-Chorus]
I guess I lost my mind
Yeah, It’s my kind of love (Love)
Like it’s always the first time
It hurts me again since I'm so clumsy (It hurts me again since I'm so clumsy)
Before I get dull (Ooh)
Before I even get healed
I mess up my mind
[Chorus]
So I can't love you
Even though I do
Even if I push you away
I can’t beat you
Even I abandon myself
And lose myself more
The irony is that you shine more
[Post-Chorus]
So I-N-V-U, yeah
Yes, I-N-V-U, yeah, yeah, ooh, hey
I-N-V-U
[Bridge]
The cooled warmth
The broken heart
Keeps scratching me
It hurts but I can’t stop it
So when you leave
Please make it easy
'Cause I-N-V-U, ooh, ah, ooh, yeah
[Outro]
I-N-V-U, ooh, ah, yeah
I-N-V-U
I-N-V-U, ooh
I-N-V-U