what's the point of being alive when u are broke

Hopes and Dreams give the people the desire to life

I've felt this except I have money. Trust me, it doesn't change shit if you're dealing with anxiety and depression. It will probably just result in online shopping/retail therapy as a coping mechanism.

To work harder

I don't live so I could make money to gift my friends, I live because I want to see how much I can experience and learn from other people (ie, how much human interaction I can get, etc). I know that sounds corny but I feel like most people on this forum are lucky to even have the food and internut that they so flippantly refer to. However if you're depressed then what I said might just sound like gibberish to you, and that's completely okay. I think that you should see if there is an opportunity for you to see a professional, even if it just for a little anxiety. In my city theres a free therapy program, maybe you can check and see if there's one in yours too? Therapy goes a long way, but I hope you feel better in the end