not quite, but i'll get there someday. i have my insecurities and my doubts, but i think the trick is to just care less and live more. it'll be alright.
idk i should be grateful that i live very comfortably and that i get into a good university but i actually hoped that i could major in a course that'll guarantee a well paying job.
no I hate myself with a passion but no one knows. got tired of hearing it'll be fine so I just shut up now and feign this positive image like I actually believe happiness will come for me in the future when I know very well I might not be here by that point.