And i dont know these are hormones or covid, i am missing his warm hugs. And all those flashbacks from hills came to mind everyday.
All the good times, fights, trips, romance😅😭😭
I stopped myself from messaging him. Bcoz it was a hard ending bcoz of family reasons. Now i feel like going back to him. Am i stupid or what😢😭😭😭
I feel if i stepped in again, then i can't handle another emotional ride. But at same time, if we work out again. Then there is hope. But if he rejects me. It will be humiliating . We loved each other but there were family issues. So we brokeup😭😭
Should i control the urge or move on. Like i had done for couple of years. I dont know
Did u guys ever face such turmoil