I knew it in my gut when...

My Mom said here, I got you a book and also bought other stuff for me . Im gay and black which is very difficult in this day of age. It's literally a book for straight guys, my mom is a Christian. At that moment I felt uncomfortable and have no hope in having my own life All this time that I had been isolating myself is doing me good, now i guess i can be single for the rest of my life Also for my whole twenty years of my life I'm always in the middle and I feel like I have to pick one over the other...I dunno what to do

Quote from ghostings

For anyone that couldn't read what the book said:

MANUAL TO MANHOOD

How to COOK the Perfect Steak, CHANGE a Tire, IMPRESS a Girl & 97 Other SKILLS You Need to Survive

Ok I see your point, I'm just going to read it and deal it with instead of being stubborn.