Had a similar situation a few days ago, was watching a few new releases and suddenly YouTube threw KARAs "Mamma Mia" at me. Like why would you do that, YT? q.q
The other two MVs I click every time they pop up in my recommendations are SNSDs "Into the New Wolrd" and SHINees "Replay". Ahh, my heart.....
I'm closer to my mum, although I always had a difficult relationship to my parents. My dad had a difficult childhood himself and especially when i was younger we suffered a lot of mental abuse from him. My mum was alwys doing her best to give us at least food and a roof over our heads and being older now, I understand more of what she's enduring, so I wanna help her and do more for her. I moved out and that did a lot for bettering my relationship with my parents.
ur family does not support u ?
:confused:
sounds like everyone around u is a garbage
My family was never able to support me financially. My parents are in depth over their heads, so when I moved out to study, I knew I had to do everything myself. We live about 120km (70 Miles) apart. If push comes to shove I could move back in with my parents, but I wanna avoid that. My Dad is not the most enjoyable person to live with, to put it nicely ^^'
I know that song
Oh wow, wasn't expecting that. So cool 
It hit me right in the feels when I first discovered it. I made it a tradition to listen to it on the death anniversaries of family members.
There is a song here in my country that is named "Haltet die Welt an" (Stop the world).
The lyrics are about a woman that lost a very precious person in her life and that doesn't know how to go on without that person. It talks abou the pain of loosing someone and how death affects you. As I myself lost a person I was close to at a very young age, the lyrics really speak to me. I always cry when listening to it q.q
I really dislike Silence. I can't stand it. I always need to have music or the TV needs to be on or whatever.
Even more weirdly, I like watching documentaries about serial killers when I do chores.... 
I also like to create stories and scenarios in my head when listening to music, dance around or do stuff. I use that and started writing in RPG settings with people around the internet. It's exciting
I struggled with strong cramps when it started. Was getting pretty ugly. I went to my gyn and got 'the pill' for it, because it was also really irregular.
Heat is a great relief. I use a hot water bottle. Not too hot though. Also avoid cold drinks or foods like ice cream. I usually also take supplements with magnesium when I know that Auntie Pink is close, because it prevends cramps. Don't curl up during a cramp. I know it hurts and you want to become a ball, but try to stretch yourself a bit, as this helps to ease the tension faster. I also massage my lower body with my finger tips for relief.
I hate pain meds, so I don't take them.
Pandemic had a really bad timing for me. I had a part-time job in Eventcatering (like Soccer games, concerts, Comedy shows, stuff like that) that I really enjoyed while uni. I finished my Bachelors Thesis in January 2020, when the pandemic hit and the first lockdowns were inforced. I lost my job so I was unable to financially support myself. I actually wanted to continue my studies for a Masters degree, but because I had to start paying back a loan, loosing my job met leaving university. Because of the lockdown, my degree didn't arrive till April, so I couldn't start looking for a job immediatly. I started searching for a job, then was told I would have to move out because my landlord needed the flat. So moved during a pandemic (luckily during the few weeks lockdown was lifted here) and continued my job hunt. To no avail: Without a masters degree, I'm not qualified enough for most jobs. I also need a drivers licence, which I can't do, because I don't have work and the schools are closed. Also all applications take ages, because most companies are working less. I applied for a job in April last year and didn't hear back from them till July, when they told me that I will have to wait some more. They declined me in September. Long wait. So I started looking for small jobs and found a one helping at a company over a few months. Hard work, but the people were nice. Had to leave in March this year because I'm not needed anymore. Can't find another job due to no drivers licence. Will have to apply back for Unemployment benefits. Have a second loan to start paying off in the coming weeks. Also got told by my new landlord I have to leave the flat by the end of august. Why? Don't know, she didn't tell me. My boyfriend will also loose his job in the end of may.
Not seeing my family is also hard on my depression. My dad basically has no immun system, so we all try not to see him. I finished two years of therapy in March last year and try to cope with the stuff I learned there, but it's not easy. Basically I'm lost right now and trying to find out how to go on from here and how to get my finances in check. Beeing an adult sucks xD
SHINees Onew, I guess. I would just talk about the normal things, listen to his view of some topics. Be encouraging. I'd like to hear about the things he's worried about. And thank him just for being himself. To be honest, he could probably read the phone book to me, I'd still listen. I love his voice.
Majored in Geography, specialized on Climate. The funny thing is, that people are usually completely baffled about it. They neither know what you learn there nor have any idea what you can do with it. In the beginning, I was annoyed that people would always ask, but now I enjoy the funny faces they do xD
My friend once introduced me to a guy she met online on a gaming and chatting website, because we are both big fans of the same gaming series. We started talking and became good friends. He then wrote me a love letter, which was a feature on the side, and we started "dating" there. We exchanged phone numbers and started talking a lot. Then he came to us to visit me and meet me in real life. He was shy and absolutely terrified by the idea to also have to meet my parents and my siblings and he had to spent the night. But he still came. We are dating for almost 13 years now.
There might have been a few cringy songs, yes. But there were also the ones that were supposed to be cringy. That were cmpletely over the top and making fun out of themselves. And I really miss that. I miss these fun and over the top "Anime" or "Comic" concepts (Like Crayon Pop anyone? PSY?). They are still my favorite thing in K-Pop, because they made it so unique
I personally like Chens looks the most. His smile has that funny-and-a-bit-mischievous-vibe that I really like. Like that guy you've known and friendzoned for years just to discover that he's the best guy around.
(Am I making any sense? xD)
I agree, I just really dislike how the new forum looks. I changed the color palette a few times now, but haven't found anything I actually enjoy looking at. Everything is way too big and looks too clean. It's really exhausting on the eyes. It's more like an cooperate forum instead of a hobby forum, about something as fun and diverse as K-Pop. It's also sad that everything we did in the old forum is gone, just like that. Like the people that write here and the things they do are not important at all 
