Yeji made me gay and I can't accept it 😔

I am sorry guys if this is going to upset some people especially LGBTQ. Ever since Yeji debuted I had a crush on her immediately. I didn't know my feelings will develop even further for her. now I can't stop thinking of her in weird way.. I try to fight it but I can't anymore. I just wish this never happened to begin with. I really wish I never discovered this side of me. :sadface:

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It's not like you can fight it forever. There's nothing really wrong with it, we all have crushes on idols that leads us to realize things about ourselves. It's normal it happens all the time. Good luck though

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It's not like you can fight it forever. There's nothing really wrong with it, we all have crushes on idols that leads us to realize things about ourselves. It's normal it happens all the time. Good luck though

But I don't know how to deal with these emotions, I have never experienced anything like this before. I am scared. This is not a joke I am serious, before Yeji I have never felt like this towards other females.

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But I don't know how to deal with these emotions, I have never experienced anything like this before. I am scared. This is not a joke I am serious, before Yeji I have never felt like this towards other females.

That's understandable I felt the same way when I realized I am gay too. I recommend thinking about these feelings, writing them down, and try to research more about LGBTQIA+. There are a lot of things you can learn from yourself but looking at the experience of others.