She was gazing towards that direction where she knew him to be; but she could not imagine him otherwise than as he had been here with Nayeon. She now saw him again.
When he had his back turned, Sana looked searchingly at him. She now saw him as something attainable, now saw him from the commencement of that first scene when Nayeon introduced him to her and re-lived what she had then felt that night. She recalled his long sad and severe look after his fight with Nayeon-- and how much she had wanted to say something to him then-- and understood the meaning of the rebuke and despair in that protracted gaze. And Sana rebuked herself, 'If I had said something to him that night, he would look at me different now. I had wanted to show him that I was there for him. Did he know that? No, he did not and never will know it. And now it will never ever be put right.'
