I'm so lonely and sad

  • Really? How come you think that?

    i was just alluding to a thread someone created yesterday called "do you think idols are lurking in allkpop?"

    and since.. idols have been known to lurk in these forums , and we have personal stories of allkpop members interacting with idols or their staff - SOME, even having SECRET AFFAIRS with idols, i was just...throwin that out there - YOU really could be an idol.. OR you maybe in a relationship with one..., who really knows.


    and you denying or confirming my theory wont dissuade any of this , since reality is perception.. and if i perceive you to be an idol, you really will be one.... at least in that reality.


    but i'm not sure yet...

    and i dont think most idols will react with "Really? how come you think that?"

    you could just be a bored trainee.. idk.

    it's still a work in progress.

  • What part of the description of my life made you think I'm an Idol?

    And btw, ofc I'm not, I wish I could be as cool as my Idols but sadly, I lack everything they have.

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  • As I said, I'm just a fan.

    ...and ALL idols started out as fans.


    (lol , im just having fun trying to find idols here cus i KNOW .. some of them are here. dont take this too seriously, it's just me trying to find a needle in a haystack :merongk: )

  • ...and ALL idols started out as fans.


    (lol , im just having fun trying to find idols here cus i KNOW .. some of them are here. dont take this too seriously, it's just me trying to find a needle in a haystack :merongk: )

    it's fun to have you think that I'm an idol

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  • Im going to pretend like you didnt make that comment about immigrants. It's okay if you dont have any friends in grade school. This is only the beginning to your life. :red-heart: Try to look for more opportunities to move out of your small village and into a big city where you can meet so many people like for college.

    Tbh the immigrant comment is understandable, not only are they strangers, they have a different culture; that's a double high understanding barrier.

    Even if the chance of actual harm or malice could be near zero, humans have an innate fear of the unknown, even between each other. Imagine being in the path of a double pendulum and you had to predict where it swung to dodge it.

    At the same time assumptions tend to build walls and that leads to the classic pitfalls of a biased society etc.&etc.

    Imho though a great place to meet new people is during group projects. Instead of focusing on business only, take the chance to socialize about commonalities or even simply commiserate on the hardships of going through the education system. In my school at least, even exchanging personal contacts was a routine part of setting up group coordination and if the synergy was ok in the projects, I'd just continue chatting with the group chat well after the project ended. Worked for me anyway. I hope it helps, Catgirl !

  • fxxk man I wish

    My ugly ass would never be popular lmfao

    plus at 200 lbs and smooth belly I doubt I'd even make it past even getting an audition slot lmfao, 180cm or not.

    hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...


    the fact that you used both metric with imperial measuring standards...in one sentence is confusing me...

    but a common practice with foreign idols in kpop...who can't quite fully convert to the metric system in korea.


    im on to u...

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