Well... I found an old essay that I wrote when I was 14.
Where I was writing about my "dream boy".
I have decided to translate this essay into English.
Some parts I didn't know how to translate.
My Dream Boy
I care about both appearance and personality, but personality is more important than appearance.
He should always be loyal towards me, a bit romantic, kind, sweet towards me, funny, be a good friend, honest, dare to be sad and tell sad stories about himself, comfort me when I am sad, emotional, someone I can trust, maybe he could be good at something special that I'm not good at, and take me as I am and how I look.
He should not be a smoker, alcoholic or drug addict, he should not tease me too much, he shouldn't lie about who he is, he should not stare at other girls, he shouldn't curse very much, he should not backstab, gossip or tell my secrets and he shouldn't brag too much.
I should like his face and his smile, he should remind me a bit of me or a family member of mine, he should have nice hair and beautiful eyes and be a bit taller than me, stronger than me, and he should wear nice clothes.
If he asks me if we can be in a relationship, he should be himself and ask even though he is shy and doesn't dare to ask.
If he wants to break up, then he should say it face to face, and say it nicely and clearly, and maybe ask me to be his friend.
Well... that's it.
BTW I feel like I haven't changed that much.
Even though some of the stuff, I wrote in this essay was a bit weird.
Sometimes when I had reread this essay years later, I had thought I sounded judgmental, "picky" and hypocritical.
