Believing in fairy tale kills

  • Society loves to tell stupid fairytales like 'working like crazy make you get everything ', 'appearance Doesn't matters' etc etc


    My tuition teacher told me that everyone should just sleep 2/3 hr per day and study for the rest of the time when i was 15.so i followed it. I end up getting blackout nearly night and puke every morning. I got straight A's after that.


    I never study anymore the following year - idk why. I just don't have the motivation. When i was 17,i started to study till death again and started to get panic attack


    So that's the Begining of anxiety and depression.... End up, i have huge difficulty to sleep, fainting easily, get tired extremely easily and huge body ache (till i can't move). My body is ruined. If i could turn back time, i wont be so dumb anymore :clown:


    But luckily i never believe other fairytale. The best fairytale is self love. U must love yourself more than anything -that's how improvement in life happens :omgr:


    'Family members are angels' is the stupidest fairytale that i ever heard :angryr:

  • 'working like crazy make you get everything '

    Are you from USA by any chance?



    My tuition teacher told me that everyone should just sleep 2/3 hr per day and study for the rest of the time when i was 15.so i followed it. I end up getting blackout nearly night and puke every morning. I got straight A's after that.

    I can't imagine a normal person ever saying something like this to 15 years old kids. That teacher had some serious issues.

  • Are you from USA by any chance?



    I can't imagine a normal person ever saying something like this to 15 years old kids. That teacher had some serious issues.

    From Malaysia. Humans are all delusional


    She is just hella despo for her students to get A's. She gave me tons of work everyday. I am exhausted. Even school teacher doesn't spare me -humans are crazy. All i did in childhood and adulthood is studying 😂🤣 :angryr:


    Only got to have some free time during college but i even struggle to rest till now :cryingr:

  • this might be the most lovely thread you’ve ever posted while i’ve been here nanako_daniel ! It’s very melancholy, but the end is quite beautiful~! You’re completely right, but self-love may be the hardest love you can ever feel. Self-hate is so much easier and it only takes a few seconds to slip into a toxic cycle. :meanb:

    thanks o.o....ppl only say my threads are sad? how? :mukbang:


    sometimes i do hate myself :wilds: - it is really hard but imma try to remind myself that i am awesome :smirks:

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