particularly Wonyoung lol it feels like she has everything I’ve always wanted
she’s beautiful and has always been, tall and extremely successful since a young age… she’s even the ambassador of a luxury brand meanwhile i’m a little older and i’m struggling to do my assignments :,)
i watched a vid about her current lifestyle and she earns 250 000 USD per IG post… that’s more than i’ll ever make
i know it requires work to be an idol and a thick skin and i know she or any young idol isn’t sitting there twirling their fingers but i just can’t help but wish that were me
seeing younger ppl do better than you ever will is kind of… not motivating