HAN SEO HEE <-- Why Hiatus from SNS (IG , Streaming) , Lost K-pop Idol Dreams ; Episode 1 ; 2021.02.16

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[Sports World = Yang Gwang-mo ; Online News Reporter] 2021.02.16
(Translated to ENGLISH from KR Language at URL above)

"SeoHee-copath" Han Seo Hee said ...
"I feel really crazy when I see a press article."

Han Seo Hee, a prior aspiring K-pop Idol, explained why she started her YouTube Channel. And posted a video titled "EP.1 Han Seo-hee" ...

"I am Seo Hee." said Han Seo Hee. "Who doesn't know me?"
"I live as a single woman, just a single woman."

When asked if she thought she was notorious, Han Seo Hee said, "Most people don't think good of me. And I have not a good reputation." ... She said ... "You only read about me ... It's stimulating." ... She said about News Articles concerning her (illegal) drugs, same-sex coupling, and YG Entertainment Agency.

"You may not know me well, more likely I am known to a younger generation." ... "I think that (often) I looked like a crazy person," she said ... "You may know me as the kind of person who is willing to loosen her mouth and talk a lot." ... "When I saw the press articles (about me), I felt like I was really crazy," she said. "In 2017, when I first broadcast my first live (Internet Streaming) TV Show, I was ranked No. 1 in the most popular search engines for two days." said Han Seo Hee ... "Back then, it was amazing, but I was tired after two or three years. It was so hard and annoying ... 'Oh again!' ... It felt like this. At first, it was good to get listed by search engines, whether it was bad interest or good interest (about me)."

When asked why she dropped out of the social networking site (Instagram , IG), Han Seo Hee said, "My Uncle closed my IG account." ... "My family felt it was creating controversial issues on social media, so I just dropped out (IG). I don't know how I got rid of my IG. (But) I could see it too (controversy), and I told him (Uncle) to close the IG. It was hard for me, too."

"Now, I'm more important (to myself), than (being other) people's interest," she said ... I should have thought of myself as important (before), but I felt more important by getting (other) people's attention ... (As a result) I felt like I needed to take care of myself (better). I felt like I was losing myself. I felt a sense of deviation between me, and the Han Seo Hee of the Internet. What the hell is going on? I wondered what I was doing. It was hard."

Han Seo Hee confessed that she has no dreams and said, "These days, it is the hardest thing. You should have something you want to be, start, study or something. Now, I have no dream". Han Seo Hee said, I've always thought about singing," She said ... "If you think about your age and other things, maybe there is too much concern about Public Image?" ... "The Public knows of me so well (in a negative sense)" she said of her K-pop Debut possibilities ... "I don't think that's possible (K-pop Debut)."

In (September) 2017, Han Seo Hee was sentenced to a 3 Years Suspended Prison Sentence, converted to a 4 Years Probation Period (*no jail* , but with monthly illegal Drug Pee Testing), for smoking illegal marijuana with K-pop Idol member T.O.P of Big Bang Group. In June (2020), former YG Entertainment CEO Yang Hyun Suk was accused of interferring in an active Police Case (Investigation) in which she (Han Seo Hee) allegedly exposed B.I of iKON Group for alleged illegal drug usage.