To Sana, Jungkook was the dream's reality. On the margins of society, he has no illusions about the end of a career. Envisioning it, he tells the credulous Sana that 'you spend a whole life interference with the wishes of others... and everybody bothers you and you cut along. What are your wishes, Sana?'
The rush of events and chaos of personal encounters move so swiftly for them that emotions are bypassed and short-circuited, submerged in their own feelings. Sana was so swept up in Jungkook's presentation of what's happening that, before long, one thing follows another without reflection or explanation. Sana chased the dream back and forth and found that the dream has little staying power. She was also wrapped up in his community of friends, who seem to have a casual affinity with Rimbaud, Spengler, the Marquis de Sade, Celine, Alain-Fourier, and Saroyan. Sana always wanted a boyfriend like Jungkook, always vaguely planning for one but never taking off.
