I can’t begin to explain how many times I had to steady my heart, shaken to its core dozens of times a day, just waiting for the results of the investigation over the past few months.
Now, I feel it's only right for me to share my side, for the sake of those who have been waiting without any answers.
No one knows better than I do how immature I was during my school days, enjoying reckless behavior and making poor choices. I’ve walked this path with nothing but the sincere desire to live a better life, even if I haven't been perfect and though my regrets may not be enough to make up for it.
I’ve endured countless rumors and gossip, quietly accepting them as my burden to carry. But just because my past wasn’t perfect doesn’t mean I should be falsely accused of things I didn’t do.
What I need to acknowledge, I will take full responsibility for. But what is clearly untrue, I must state clearly, is not true.
I say this firmly: I have never committed school violence.
Aside from anonymous online posts claiming to be from a "victim," there is no clear evidence or circumstance that proves any such acts of school violence.
That said, I also understand how difficult it is to provide solid proof in cases involving school bullying.
Which is why, as the person being accused, I have been submitting all reasonable and supporting evidence that proves I am not a perpetrator. The investigation is still ongoing, and even if it takes a long time, I will not stop until the truth is revealed, including the exposure of false accusations and fabricated claims.
I, too, believe that school violence, a serious social issue, must be strictly punished.
However, using that issue maliciously to falsely accuse someone only dilutes the gravity of real cases and distracts from the true victims.
In today’s internet culture, where hearsay spreads like wildfire and people are condemned based on rumors, it is deeply cruel and terrifying how easily someone’s life can be destroyed.
I sincerely hope everyone comes to understand just how brutal and unjust that can be.
The truth will, without fail, come to light.
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1. I'm gonna stay put and watch for now
2. I feel like with a post like that, she has no intention of reflecting
3. But it's true that its' possible she was just fooling around, let's just watch and see for now
4. I don’t think all iljins are bad.
Back in high school, I was actually desk mates for a whole year with the top-ranked iljin in our grade.
They never bullied me or cursed at me; in fact, they were nice to me.
When the lower-ranking iljin kids tried to bother me, they’d tell them to stop and not mess with me.
Funny thing is, even when they borrowed money, they always paid it back on time, sometimes even with interest.
If we happened to run into each other on the street later, they’d come up to me first, smile, and talk like we were close friends.
(Honestly, I’d quickly walk away because the stares from people around us scared me ㅜ)
And it wasn’t just m,, they never bullied anyone in our group, and I never saw them do anything bad.
People actually looked up to them; whenever their name came up, it was always positive stuff.
Some classmates even wanted to switch seats to sit next to them ㅋ
5. Looks like she really didn't commit any school violence, but I also hate iljins
6. But shouldn’t there be a clear line between school violence and just "hanging with the wrong crowd"?
Unlike school violence, if it’s just about someone having been a bit of a troublemaker or partier, I think that’s more of a personal preference, I can just choose not to like that actor or not support their work, and that’s it.
7. If she didn’t commit school violence, why would she go into self-reflection on her own?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Say something that actually makes sense F*ck. Don’t try to water it down by calling it “just playing around.”
8. Her past is way too infamous though.. Anyways, her international fans don't care about that so she'll still be coming bac
9. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ So many iljin maids here
10. I used to like her...