Byoushin wo Kamu is the the debut digital single by ZUTOMAYO.
[Verse 1]
生活の偽造 いつも通り 通り過ぎて
Seikatsu no gizou itsumo toori toorisugite
As usual, the fabricated life passes by
1回言った「わかった。」戻らない
Ikkai itta "wakatta." modoranai
I said it once, "All right." No going back
確信犯でしょ？ 夕食中に泣いた後
Kakushinhan desho? yuushokuchuu ni naita ato
You knew what you were doing, right? After I cried during dinner
君は笑ってた
Kimi wa waratteta
You laughed
[Verse 2]
「私もそうだよ。」って 偽りの気持ち合算して
"watashi mo sou da yo." tte itsuwari no kimochi gassan shite
"I feel the same way too." as I totaled up fake feelings
吐いて 黙って ずっと溜まってく
Haite damatte zutto tamatteku
I spew, I keep silent, they keep piling up
何が何でも 面と向かって「さよなら」
Nani ga nande mo men to mukatte "sayonara"
Whatever it takes, say "goodbye" face to face
する資格もないまま 僕は
Suru shikaku mo nai mama boku wa
I don't have that right so I
[Pre-Chorus]
灰に潜り 秒針を噛み
Hai ni moguri byoushin wo kami
Dive into my lungs Bite the second hand of the clock
白昼夢の中で ガンガン砕いた
Hakuchuumu no naka de gangan kudaita
In the midst of a daydream, I tried smashing it to bits
でも壊れない 止まってくれない
Demo kowarenai tomattekurenai
But it won't be destroyed, won't stop
「本当」を知らないまま 進むのさ
"Hontou" wo shiranai mama susumu no sa
It'll keep on going, unaware of the "truth"
[Chorus]
このまま奪って 隠して 忘れたい
Kono mama ubatte kakushite wasuretai
Want to take it, hide it and forget
分かり合う○ 1つもなくても
Wakariau maru hitotsu mo nakute mo
Even if there isn't a single thing we have in common
会って「ごめん。」って返さないでね
Atte "gomen." tte kaesanaide ne
Don't "sorry" me as soon as we meet up
形のない言葉は いらないから
Katachi no nai kotoba wa iranai kara
Vague words aren't what I need
[Verse 3]
消えない後遺症「なんでも受け止める。」と
Kienai kouishou "nandemo uketomeru." to
Lasting after effects "I can take anything"
言ったきり もう帰ることはない
Itta kiri mou kaeru koto wa nai
Once said, won't be going back
デタラメでも 僕のためじゃなくても
Detarame demo boku no tame ja nakute mo
Even if it's nonsense, even if it wasn't for me
君に守られた
Kimi ni mamorareta
You shielded me
[Verse 4]
目も口も 意味がないほどに
Me mo kuchi mo imi ga nai hodo ni
My eyes, ears, so meaningless as
塞ぎ込んで 動けない僕を
Fusagikonde ugokenai boku wo
I've been so down, I can't move
みつけないで ほっといてくれないか
Mitsukenaide hottoitekurenai ka
Don't find me, won't you leave me alone
どこ見ても どこに居ても 開かない
Doko mite mo doko ni ite mo akanai
No matter where I look, where I am, won't open up
[Pre-Chorus]
肺に潜り 秒針を噛み
Hai ni moguri byoushin wo kami
Dive into my lungs Bite the second hand of the clock
白昼夢の中で ガンガン砕いた
Hakuchuumu no naka de gangan kudaita
In the midst of a daydream, I tried smashing it to bits
でも壊れない 止まってくれない
Demo kowarenai tomattekurenai
But it won't be destroyed, won't stop
演じ続けるのなら
Enjitsuzukeru no nara
If I'm to keep acting
[Chorus]
このまま奪って 隠して 忘れたい
Kono mama ubatte kakushite wasuretai
Want to take it, hide it and forget
分かり合う○ 1つもなくても
Wakariau maru hitotsu mo nakute mo
Even if there isn't a single thing we have in common
会って「ごめん。」って返さないでね
Atte "gomen." tte kaesanaide ne
Don't "sorry" me as soon as we meet up
形のない言葉は いらないから
Katachi no nai kotoba wa iranai kara
Vague words aren't what I need
[Bridge]
縋って 叫んで 朝はない
Sugatte sakende asa wa nai
Want to cling, shout, there's no tomorrow
笑って 転んで 情けない
Waratte koronde nasakenai
Laugh, stumble, so pitiful
誰のせいでも ないこと
Dare no sei demo nai koto
No one's to blame
誰かのせいに したくて
Dareka no sei ni shitakute
But wanting to blame someone
「僕って いるのかな？」
"boku tte iru no ka na?"
"Am I really needed?"
本当は わかってるんだ
Hontou wa wakatterunda
Truth be told, I already know
見放されても 信じてしまうよ
Mihanasarete mo shinjiteshimau yo
Even if I'm deserted, I still can't help believing
[Refrain]
このまま 奪って 隠して 忘れたい
Kono mama ubatte kakushite wasuretai
Want to take it, hide it and forget
このまま 奪って 隠して 忘れたい
Kono mama ubatte kakushite wasuretai
Want to take it, hide it and forget
[Chorus]
このまま 奪って 隠して 話したい
Kono mama ubatte kakushite hanashitai
Want to take it, hide it and talk
分かり合う○ 1つもなくても
Wakariau maru hitotsu mo nakute mo
Even if there isn't a single thing we have in common
会って「ごめん。」って返さないでね
Atte "gomen." tte kaesanaide ne
Don't "sorry" me as soon as we meet up
「疑うだけの 僕をどうして？」
"utagau dake no boku wo doushite?"
"Why me when I'm so full of mistrust?"
救いきれない 嘘はいらないから
Sukuikirenai uso wa iranai kara
Don't need lies that can't save me
[Outro]
ハレタ レイラ
Hareta reira
The sun's out, Layla
