Everyone wants be loved and accepted. I get that. But you have a lot of value and potential to bring to this world. I'm not saying you should look inwards; that doesn't work. Look outwards and take on experiences you might not even feel like doing. You'll find something that you're meant for. Trust me.
Wym look outward? Get another job I hate? Find another girl who treats me like shit, bc most of them do.?? why should I continue hating my life when I could make it all stop?