I have been thinking for the last couple of months of leaving society for good. It doesn't matter how much people told me to be confident etc... I will always just end up being left out or put down for reasons outside of my own control. I just never fit in no matter how hard I tried. I am thinking of living in a place like thr mountains in a small cottage. I will just spend the rest of my life living in peace playing video games, reading books and listening to K-pop. I have an apartment that I bought when I was working but the money I get from it is so little I wouldn't be able to afford all monthly things I would need food/gas and everything else I want, I need something more stable to be able to move out for good this time, since I am not planning of keeping in touch with my family for the rest of my life anymore.
Has anybody else thought of something like this, or tried it before?