this weird dream I had today

There’s this secret “club” in college (LM* is in it). Once you’re in it, you can hear the members all the time (like a group chat) and I also saw what they were saying in group chat format. You can only read these certain books if you’re in the club or you’d die (my brother reads them anyway and we’re waiting to see what happens when the dream ends).

This is how I get into the club:

One day, basically a bunch of people are chilling (teacher gave us a long break in classroom) but some people aren’t there (some people disappeared and I noticed). LM (and her friends???) is one of them. But then LM comes back and I ask her where she was.

She swears me to secrecy and leads me down this white hallway (it was completely blank and white, and I remember seeing steps). She takes off her shoes to make as little sound as possible and I follow her lead (so do I). We walk this way, barefoot and quietly down the stairs and reach this place that seems like a restaurant/where people eat food and chat. We hear laughing and talking and maybe even see them (can’t remember if it’s restaurant staff or actually the people there). We sneak down low and creep down past them until we reach this big door where LM slips underneath the door (there’s very little space at the bottom of the door but she gets in by squeezing herself flat to the ground face first). I follow her and do the same thing and then we are transported to the “world” of the club (I think the “world” is on the inside side of the door but maybe we are just transported there once we manage to squeeze in through the small space below the door???).

From then on, I go there frequently and meet and make new friends, etc., and overall I enjoy it very much (I remember looking forward to going to the “club” once school is over).

Later, I’m talking to my brother in the blue bathroom* and it comes up in the conversation that he’s read all the “books” (that you cannot read unless you’re in the “club” or you will die”) and he doesn’t believe in that bullshit and we’ll see what happens I guess. I remember thinking, he’s gonna die right? Right??? The dream then ends/I just wake up.

Okay so part 2 of the “club” dream happened, it’s a little (lot) blurrier this time

So we were in a classroom this time (it was like in cooking class in 8^th grade), there was this person named L (brown hair/brown eyes, sorta looks like L now that I think back on it lmaooo) who knew my name and everyone else’s name but I didn’t know him so I was wondering who he was.

I remember asking the person next to me (NT) how L knew me and he was like idk

I can’t remember any of it else nooo

But in the second half of this dream, I’m pretty sure there was another, “proper” connection to the “club” (other than being in the same classroom as LM lmaoo) (so it was NT I was talking to when I asked who L was)