finally i did it

so i finally joined online audition at starship and jyp websites

i practiced like a week - singing scream by boa but then i still struggle to sing certain lyrics but whatever

i did my best altho recording during rainy day (still can hear my voice anyway)

this is a huge step in my life as someone who cares too much abt what others think.i do not even dare to sing in front others usually since some people laughed at me

weirdly ,i do not really hope to be picked yet i wished that would be picked

i mean i have bad health like backpain ,anxiety and depression plus i am too broke

anyway ,i am content and proud with myself for making a huge step today...

Quote from jinaland

Congratulations, it is good to try new things! I am happy for your big step.

It doesn't matter whether you will be picked or not it is good that you have challenged yourself!

But I also hope you get picked!

thanks

but i am kinda afraid too since it is so uncertain .idk what to expect

let 's see first

Quote from jangmi08

Congrats! Now tap yourself on the back and say "you've done well''.

You're already a winner just for trying. Good job. Hope you enjoyed it!

tapped and feel great

but somehow i feel like i could do better

but i am already exhausted - i guess i should be nicer to myself

i attached one of the tiktok video of me singing .i think it is kinda good plus i get decent amount of likes for that video on insta

Quote from selfmate

good luck my friend and you should treat yourself to a meal or something for all the hardwork

thanks

Quote from selfmate

so like what's the next step? when do you hear back whether you got through to the next round or not?

no response for now

maybe gotta wait for a week

but i have no confidence at all since i am destined to meet misfortune all the time since small lel