One of the groups I'm stanning occasionally blows up on twitter or tiktok and I...kinda hate it? Of course I want them to be successful but at the same time I want the fandom to remain small you know? Like whenever I see comments from non-stans it's like they are being defiled? Because of this whenever they do something I always wish deep down that it wouldn't blow up or go viral. I'm so anxious for their next comeback because I don't want it to blow up too much. I know I sound like an asshole but I can't really control the emotions I feel. It's so frustrating, I can't understand why I feel this way. Anyone else feels this way?
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